Accident

Chapter 31

We finished our pizza and Lix went to shower. Im lying on the bed when someone runs into the room I quickly pull up and see Seungmin.

He looks around in the room and the he sees me. "Oh hey Sisi where is Felix?", he asks me and I point to the bathroom.

"He's showering", I tell him and he quickly walks there. I look after him confused and he starts to knock on the door like a crazy monkey. "HEY FELIX COME OUT. WE ARE GOING LIVE", he yells and then I hear a loud bang from the bathroom.

I flinch and run to the bathroom. Me and Seungmin look at each other and then he knock the door a second time. "Are you okay?", Seungmin asks and we only hear a grown.

My eyes widen and I push the door open. I see Lix on the floor rubbing his arm.

"Are you okay?", I ask him worried and kneel next to him. "Yes, I just fell". I take his hand and look at it. It looks okay, not injured.

"Okay, since your okay we are going live so hurry up", Seungmin says from behind.

Lix jumps up and walks to Seungmin. "Lets go", he says and the two of them walk out of the bathroom leaving me alone. Im still very confused what they are going live for. But I don't ask so I go back to Lix's room.

I lay down and take my phone out. I see Stray kids is live and open it. They are in the living room and are talking. I actually can hear them from here. So I turn the live of and close my eyes to listen to them talking.

I hear them laughing and joking around. I smile to myself and cuddle into Lix's sheets.

It smells like him and immediately gives me chills.

My eyes slowly close and I doze off into a deep sleep.

Im at school and we are in the middle of a lesson, when our school secretary walks in.

"Miss Sisi, I have something to tell you. Could you please follow me", she says to me and I can hear sadness in it. I look at her confused but nod.

I pack my things and follow her to a room and see Silas also sitting there. We look at each other and I see fear in his eyes.

I walk up to him and pull him into a hug. "It won't be bad news I promise", I smile at him and he nods.

The school secretary sits down and looks us deep into the eyes. "I received some news. Its about your parents and your sister.

They had a horrible car crash. The doctor tried to safe them, but it was too late. They couldn't make it", she says and I hear sobs from my side.

Im in shook I cant realise it. "No, no they are not", I look at her and she looks at me with sorriness.

"Im sorry", she says and leaves the room to give me and Silas time.

I turn to him and he is a mess. His tears are all over his face and he cant stop too sob.

It breaks my heart and then it hit me really heart. They are gone.

They are not coming back tomorrow. They will never come back anymore.

My eyes start to burn and I feel my face getting floated with tears. "No....no...NO", I scream sobbing and my voice cracks.

Someone hugs me and shakes me slightly. "Hey princess, baby", I snatch my eyes open and breath heavy.

The person hugs me and rubs my back. I can smell its Lix and try to relax. "Shh, its okay. Your okay. Im here", he softly whispers.

Im shaking and my heart is beating in a to fast speed.

After ten minutes I can breath normally again. Lix pulls me on his lap and strokes my hair.

"You better now?", he asks and I nod. He pulls me to his chest and kisses my forehead.

"Where is Felix?", I hear Hyunjin ask. "Oh, he went to check up on-", Jeongin was about to say something, when he is cut off by Minho. "He went to check up on our schedule because Jyp asked us", Minho says.

"We are still live", Lix explains as if he can read my mind. "Then why are you here? You should be with stays", I tell him and was about to get up from his lap, but he pulls me back.

"Because you are more important", he whispers and I blush.

"Felix mate?", Channie oppa shouts and I hear steps coming in our direction.

He opens the door and looks at us. "Are you okay?", he asks me concerned and I nod. "Im coming, just let me make sure she's okay", Lix whispers and Channie oppa makes an okay sign.

He leaves again and Lix looks at me.

"We are going to finish soon. You can watch something until im back okay?", he asks me and I nod.

My head hurts. He picks us up and puts me into bed. He kisses my forehead again and leaves the door open a little.

"Text me if you need anything okay baby?", he asks and I nod another time.

Im not in the mood to talk or to do anything. He smiles at me softly and leaves.

I try to fall asleep, but as soon as I close my eyes I can hear the voices. The memories of the hard time. My body begins to shake in fare and I shiver.

"The doctor tried to safe them, but it was too late. They couldn't make it... The doctor tried to safe them, but it was too late... They couldn't make it. The doctor tried to safe them, but it was too late... They couldn't make it. The doctor tried to safe them, but it was too late... They couldn't make it."

My head repeats those words over and over again. I see Silas crying and us in Korea for the funeral.

I can see how our live changed through the past three years. My hands claw on to the bed and I pant heavy.

My eyes are shut, but I can feel the tears flowing down my eyes.

I see how Lucas (the oldest brother) is trying to hit me. And it feels so real.

I flinch and feel the pain through my body. I see Silas looking at him with fear and me telling him everything is alright, even if its not.

My eyes open and my hole body is shaking in fear. Its even worse than before.