Chapter 18

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Its been two month and three weeks now, since we started the survial show.

This week is the final week. There are only seven girls left.

Sadly Riunjin unnie left us for an other agency. There are still Jennie unnie, Sana unnie, Me, Lisa unnie, Momo unnie, Jimin unnie and Aein unnie.

What means I'm the maknae.

Me and Felix have bond really a lot in these month. Its like he never left.

I talk to him almost every day and also his bandmates are really nice. I talk a lot with Jeongin, because we are almost  the same age.

"Sisi concentrate", Hyunjin scolds. "Sorry", I apologize and we start the dance again.

This time I get it right. "Lets try it once with singing", Han suggests. We all nod. "Let them get something to drink first. Five minutes break", Chan says and the unnies look at him thankfully.

They rush out of the studio and get something to drink. I lie on the ground and look to stray kids. They are all here to train us.

My feet hurt like hell, because my trainer made me run in heels and weight. Even if I'm under 45 kg now they still make me run and diet.

I don't know if they do it on purpose or they just forgot how much they actually want me to weight.

"Did they make you run again?", Felix asks and sits next to me on the ground. I look at him and nod pouting.

"Yes they made me run two hours in heels and weight", I say in pain. "They are getting worse and worse everyday", Felix says serious. He is really not happy how much they torture me.

"You know what would make it better Lix?", I ask him smirking. He looks at me. "What?", he asks. I stick my hands out and make a grabby sign.

"A hug", I say smiling. He chuckles and pulls me on his lap for a hug.

I hide my head in his neck crock and breath his smell. He puts his hands around my waist and hugs me tight.

"Aww look Silix is being cute again", Seungmin shouts and I turn to them. My head still near Felix's neck.

"I want a hug too", Jeongin pouts and I laugh. Minho back hugs him and he smiles satisfied. I close my eyes and Felix rubs my back softly.

"I missed you", I whisper in his ear. I never actually told him this. "I missed you too. So much", he says and kisses my neck slightly.

"Okay, that's enough. They are coming back soon", Changbin says and I roll off Felix.

Just in that moment Sam comes in. "Ah, here you are. I thought you wouldn't go to drink so I brought you a water", he hands it to me.

"You are so nice. Thank you", I tell him and take it. He leaves again and I drink a sip water. "You should drink more", Felix says.

"I want to, but I know if I drink now to much I will have to go to toilet later. And I don't have time to go to toilet", I tell him and throw the bottle in a corner of the room.

I stand up. "Minho can you show me the part with the spin again?", I ask him. He stands up shows it to me.

"Take two small steps instead of a large", he says and I try it. "Yes, just like that", he claps his hands.

I thank him and start to sing the song for me. I lightly dance to my singing. I do the spin and then a kick. "Wow, that was good", Han says impressed.

"Yes, but we have to wear heels", I say and then the unnies come back.

"I would say that was a long five minutes break", Minho scolds the unnies.

They look at the ground ashamed. "Never mind, lets try to do the dance in heels okay?", Chan stands up and gets heels for us. More like for me and Sana unnie, because the others wear boots.

Just me and Sana unnie have to wear heels. "Why does the maknae have to wear heels?", Momo unnie asks confused. She's really nice.

She sometimes sneaks boiled eggs for me to eat in the dorm.

"Because... I have no idea why", Hyunjin says also confused. He looks at the sheets with our performance outfit.

"Thats not important now",  a staff says and we all nod. Actually it does but we don't say anything.

We all wear our shoes/heels and stand in our position.

Jeongin puts on the music and we start. We are in the middle of the dance, when Sana unnie falls. She quickly gets up again and we continue.

Then there is my solo part with the jump and the kick. I do exactly what Minho told me and didn't even shake a little while landing.

"OHHH", I hear my unnie yell while dancing. And I smile proudly. Maybe the running for hours was worth it. Suddenly the staff turns the music quicker.

Lisa unnie and Jennie unnie fall out after some seconds.

The staffs turns the music even faster.

I look at Felix and he smiles. I see how he is upset about the staff, but he still smiles.

Momo unnie and Jimin unnie fall out.

I have to do a kick again.

I jump and lend, almost falling but I catch myself.

The staff turns it even faster.

Sana unnie Knicks and falls down.

She grown in pain and I stop dancing. I quickly run to her and knee next to her. "Are you okay?" , I ask her and she nods.

I help her stand up and take off her heels. "How do you do this?", she whines. "It hurts like hell", she says and rubes her foots.

"You will get used to it after some time",I tell her what is a lie.

Because it never gets better.

"Lets try again in normal tempo", Seungmin says while looking at the staffs. "Can I dance without heels?", Sana begs.

"Okay", Han says. We stand in position again and the music starts. We dance until the end and everything went good.

"Okay, that was enough for today. Some of you still have other schedule", Chan says.

They leave the room.

"Who has an other schedule?", Momo unnie asks interested.

"I have vocal coaching and I think Sisi has something", Sana unnie answers.

"What do you have Sisi?" Jimin unnie asks me. "Nothing special", I tell them. "What is it?", Lisa unnie asks.

"You really want to know?", I ask them and they nod. "Okay I tell you. I have school", I lie to them. They ahh my answer and leave it by that.

Sam comes in "Are you ready?", he asks me. I look at him with disbelieve in my eyes "No", I tell him serious.

He chuckles and pulls at my arm.

"But my feet already hurt", I whine at him. He signs and helps me to wear my shoes. "Lets go", he says after he helped me.

I shake my hat like a small kid. "Please no", I beg him. He picks me up and pulls me out of the room. I whine in fear.

"What is wrong with her? Does she hate school so much?", I hear Momo unnie ask jokingly.

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