Accident

Chapter 30

We just came back from shopping and im washing my hands in the kitchen.

Lix and Channie oppa went to the bathroom. After I washed my hand I begin to pack out all the things we need.

I start to chop the vegetables and Lix quickly joins me. "Let me do this and you go do something else", he softly takes the knife out off my hands and starts to take over my work.

I admire him for a few seconds before heading the oven and taking the dough out.

It grew so much. I made a lot so if the other members want some they can also eat.

"Im finished what should I do now", Lix asks me and I smirk. "Now we can make the pizza", he claps his hands and we start to make the first one.

We made a salami one and it didn't turn out that bad. I turn around and put it into the oven.

I turn around and someone sprinkles flour in my face. I cough and hear Lix laughing. I take some flour and smear it on his face.

"Hey", I chuckle and he smears flour in my face. "Stop, you already did it once", I whine laughing. He just smears more flour in my face what makes me pout

"Oh no. Don't pout im sorry okay?", he hugs me tight and I smile into it.

"This really reminds me of back then", it slips out of my mouth. I pray for that Lix didn't hear it. "Me too", he whispers back and kisses my head.

I burry my face deep in his breast and close my eyes. "Im really lucky to have you and Silas", I muffle in his breast and he strokes my hair.

"You know you don't have to pretend in front of me right?", he pulls my face up with his fingers so I can look into his eyes. "What do you mean?", I pretend like I don't understand and look away.

"Look at me. I know how hurt you are and how you want to be strong for everyone but its okay. You don't have to pretend like everything is fine and like it doesn't hurts with me", he takes me hands and squeezes it tight.

"I know Lix. I just don't want to think about it. It hurts to much to know they aren't here anymore. I just want them back here next to me in Australia with you", I feel my tears flowing down my cheeks.

"I miss them so much. Why did they leave me. Why did they leave us", I cry out and Lix pulls me back into a hug.

"They are not gone. They will always be here. In our heart and in our memories", he pats my back and whispers comfort words in my ear.

"You weren't here when I needed you", I sob into his chest. "I know. Im so sorry", he swings me softly. "Im so sorry", I can hear that he's also about to tear up.

"Its okay. I forgive you", I whisper with a shaky voice. "You always do", I giggle and Lix pulls me away from his chest.

He whips my tears away with his thumb and I give him a cracked smile. "My baby is smiling again", he says with a loving voice and I blush from his nickname for me.

He pinches my cheeks and I stick my tongue out. "Blushing I see", he grins and I pull my face into a funny face.

He was about to say something when the oven made a noice.

"Oh, its ready", he says and puts on some gloves to take it out. I prepare the second Pizza and Lix puts it into the oven.

After about ten pizzas we have no dough anymore. We cut all of them and put some them on plates.

"Maybe we should check if they are in there rooms. I think they came back", Lix suggests and I agree.

We knock on one bedroom door and Hyunjin opens the door. "What is it?", he asks us. "We made Pizza do you want to have some?" I ask him and he looks at the plate im holding.

"Sure, Seungmin and Jisung are also here", he says and I give him a plate full of pizza. "Thanks", he smiles at us and we move to the next room. I knock and hear a loud noice.

Then the door opens. "Oh hey Sisi. I didn't know you where here", Jeongin is standing there and he kinda looks lost.

I giggle and hand him a plate with pizza "Share it with you roommate if he wants some", he nods and closes the door.

We go back to the kitchen and take the two last plates. "Lets sit on the bed and eat", Lix takes my hand and we walk into his shared room.

"Oh your finished", Channie oppa says smiling. "Here, we made this", I hand him one of the last plates.

"Thanks, Im going to the studio. Enjoy your time", Channie oppa winks at Lix and we both blush.

After he left Lix sits down on Channie oppa's bed.

"Awkward", I mumbled and smile. "Im sorry. He's normally not like that", I walk to Lix's bed and sit down.

I put the plate with pizza on the small table beside and make grabby hands at Lix. "I want to hug you", I look at him with cute eyes.

He kind of jumps on me and we both lay on the bed. Lix on top of me.

I look at him and my heart is going to melt. He looks so handsome and cute at the same time.

Our eyes meet and I can see his eyes filled with admiration. His face pulls closer to mine and I can feel my heart beating fast.

He kisses my left cheek and I blush deeply. I hide my face with my hand and hear Lix giggle.

"No baby, don't hide it . I love to see you blush", he called me baby. I smile until I feel hands pulling my hands away.

"You like it when I call you baby?", Lix grins and I blush even more. "Or should I call you baby girl?", Lix whispers into my ear, which turns me on.

His voice is making me go crazy. "Stop it. You are going to make me blush to much", I whine and hide in his neck.

I feel his laughing vibration through my body.