Accident

Chapter 13

I wake up from my sleep.

I run my eyes and look at the time. Its just four am. I sign and stand up. Sana and Jennie unnie are next to me. They are still sleeping.

I try to leave the room, without waking anyone up. I silently close the door and walk to the bathroom. Its not really big for twenty four girls, but its the best we can get I guess. It only has a really small shower and sometimes the water is not enough for us all to shower warm.

I brush my teeth and clean my face. I go to a big closet. We all share one for our clothes. I grab a jogging trouser and a oversized t-shirt and change. I put my hair in a messy bun and put on a mask.

I decide to already go to Jyp entertainment building. On my walk to the building I take my phone and put on some music playlist of Sana unnie. Yes, we are allowed to use our phone. But only when we don't have practice. They take our phone at the morning and give it back after training or in the dorm. Sam did put my phone next to my cushion yesterday.

Its actually making me so happy, because this way I can text and call Silas often. Even if that doesn't happen often.

My hat hurts and I know that I have eye bags, because I didn't sleep enough for the past two months. Im almost there, I see some staffs already in front of the building. There are already some cameras set up.

Aren't we supposed to start at seven am? I start to get nervous and jog to the entrance. I see a cameraman standing there. "Am I too late? I thought it starts at seven", I ask him and my eyes scream panic.

"No, your not late. It starts at seven. But we are filming wich time  the trainees arrive", he tells me and I put my hand to my heart. "Oh thanks god. I thought I was late" I mumble to myself. I look at the cameraman and bow at him. "Thank you for the help", I say and walk in the building.

I go to our dance studio and search for Sam. He is always earlier here than me. I see Sana unnies manager/ nannie. She looks at me coldly and I bow at her. "Are you searching your manager/nannie?", she asks me. I nod and she points to a meeting room. I thank here and walk to the room.

I knock at it "Come in", I hear Sam say. I open door and go in. There are a lot of manager/nannies in there and there is Jyp. I quickly bow and say "Hallo".

"What brings you here at this time? Your program starts at seven", Jyp asks me. "Ah yes, I came here to practice. I just have to give my phone to Sam", I say silently. Jyp nods and I walk to Sam. I give him my phone and bow again. "Sorry for the disruption", I quickly close the door and run to our dance Studio.

I practice our group dance. After about the fifth time dancing the hole dance I could remember the hole dance in my head.

I start to sum some songs that I used to dance to when I was in Australia. I body start to dance to the song that I'm singing now. I learned this dance almost four years ago.

Lucas thought me how to dance this. He was a great dancer. He attended to a lot of dance competitions before the thing happened, that changed our live. I suddenly feel sad again, but I force myself to continue dance.

My body falls to the ground tired and I sweat a lot. I close my eyes. I pant and I try to relax my breath again. After some minutes its normal again. I jump at my feet again. I know I should relax and rest, but I cant. I dance our group dance another two times, before leaving the studio.