To my best friend

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How did things change so fast?

We started so well

And then

You weren't yourself

That's what I assume

You became

Something I hated

I tried to bring you back

But you were

Far

Too

Gone

You were

Blinded

By your

Desires

And

Left

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Dear Asher, I still miss you to this day. You were the sun and I was the moon, we were like partners in crime. I would give anything just to see you one more time. Remember when you were learning how to skate while eating ice cream? I remember the chaos, gosh. Or, when you came out to me. You cried so much that day, guessing it was happiness because I accepted you. Or, when I would send you small messages about how much I love you and to keep on fighting. You were going through a hard time back then.

Remember when you got in your first relationship? You turned abusive and I tried helping you. I tried making you realize what you did wrong. You continued doing it until I forced you into therapy. 3 months later, and you've been reported to have committed suicide. 

I'm sorry I failed to notice. I'm sorry for not being there. I'm sorry for ignoring you, even tho you deserved it. I'm sorry for thinking you were ok. I'm sorry.

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