To Win My Heart (Salvatore Series #1)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

"M-My boyfriend... my boyfriend impregnant my bestfriend... can't you imagine the pain I felt right now?"

Nanginginig at nanghihina na ako sa sobrang pag-iyak. Sam tried to stifle her sob. I was pinching myself, hoping that I was just dreaming... but I am not. This is real. I am not dreaming. They really betrayed me.

"Baby-"

"Get off me!" I glared at Haed while I was still crying. "How dare you do this to me? I gave you everything, Haed! I gave you my love, my trust, my b-body, my soul... everything! And yet, you still have the guts to cheat on me? At ang mas masaklap pa roon, sa k-kaibigan ko pa..." my voice broke. "A-Anong kulang sa akin, Haed? Anong kulang... at bakit mo nagawa 'to?"

Kanina pa bumubuhos ang mga luha ni Haed sa mga mata niya habang namumutla. Umiling siya sa akin.

"Walang kulang-"

Umiling ako at bahagyang natawa kahit pa durog na durog na ako. "Hindi mo magagawa sa akin 'to kung wala... kahit pa sobrang lasing ka. Kung mahal mo talaga ako, hindi ka makakabuntis ng iba..."

"I-I'm sorry..." his voice broke and another set of tears fall from his eyes down to his cheeks. "I'm sorry, baby... I am sorry..."

"I won't ask you to choose between me and Sam dahil ako na mismo ang magpaparaya... para sa magiging a-anak niyong dalawa..." bumuhos muli ang mga luha ko. "I-I hope you will be a good parents to your child... c-congrats..."

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sila natalikuran. No one even tried to stop me, halos matawa ako roon. Why would I expect them to stop me? But I can't deny the fact that I was silently hoping... that Haed will follow me... would stop me... would chase after me... but he did not. He did not follow me.

Loving doesn't hurt.

Loving the wrong person does.

And I know Haed is not the right one for me.

Maybe we are really not meant for each other.

I hope they will be happy. Even if they hurt me so much, I still think for the best to them... and to their future child.

I know this pain I felt right now will be temporary. I will be okay soon. Storms don't last forever.

Hindi ko namalayan na nakalabas na pala ako ng building. I bumped into someone's body. Naramdaman ko ang paghawak niya sa magkabilang braso ko.

"Amaria..."

Tumingala ako para makita kung sino 'yon. Hindi ko mapigilang mapaiyak muli nang makita ko si Mason, pulang pula ang mga mata at gulong gulo ang mga buhok. I hugged him... I hugged him so tight as I cried harder in his chest.

"M-Mason... ang sakit..." I cried more. "Para akong mamamatay sa sakit... h-hindi ko kaya... sobrang sakit..." I gripped on his shirt.

He caressed my hair as he hugged me back. "Shh... everything will be okay. We will be okay..."

I know at this moment, he is the only person that can understand my feeling right now. Because I know, we felt the same. We both betrayed by our loved ones.

There are plenty of ways to die, but only love can kill and keep you alive to feel it.

Ang sakit sakit... halos mamanhid ang dibdib ko sa sobrang sakit... para akong pinapatay sa sobrang sakit...

"Anak, sigurado ka na bang doon ka magco-college?" my mother asked worriedly as I arranged my things I will bring.

Tumango ako. "Oo, Ma. Sigurado na po ako sa desisyon ko."