The Broken Raven - A Paradox Of Two Worlds Series Book 1

Chapter 51 - Raven

I continue walking away as I hear Logan and Brie trying to calm Clay. I'm broken inside, but I don't want to fight anymore. The only way to get Sloane off my ass is to give her what she wants and what she wants is the only person I truly love.

I walk through the courtyard and make my way down the road; I remember that I need to get all my stuff out of Clay's place. I head over there and text Brie on my way.

Hey, can you keep Clay away from the house while I grab my bags, please?

Ray, are you sure about this? She replies.

Yes, Sloane can have him. It's the only way. So can you keep him away or not?

I'll try

Thanks

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As I walk up to the house, I feel a sense of unease. This plan could either be the best decision I've ever made or the worst mistake of my life. But I have to try. My heart begins to ache as I make my way up the driveway. I head to the door and realise it is locked.

"Erumpere."

I head up the stairs and collect all of my things. I throw everything I can in my bags, and when I hear the front door open, I halt. I roll my eyes.

Thanks, Brie.

I zip up my bags and head down the stairs. "Raven, stop, please stop." I hear his voice behind me as I go to open the door. I take a deep breath and turn to face him.

"You're mad for no reason." He starts.

"You know what, Clay, I am mad, I'm mad as hell. My bags are packed, and I'm going."

"Why?" He asks, his voice laced with confusion and concern.

"Because I've lost any sense of who I am. It doesn't matter that I was in denial and believed Sloane would stop. She follows you around like a lost puppy all the time. You knew I swore I wouldn't do this."

"Raven, please." He begs. I open the door and walk outside, bags in hand. He grabs my wrist and stops me from going. Before he has the chance to say anything, I say,

"Don't try to stop me with your words and your charming smile. I'm sick and tired of all the games."

"We will figure out a way to make her stop. Just please don't go. I promise this will be the last time she comes near me."

"No, I'm doing it my way this time, and that's breaking up with you." I sternly say as I pull my wrist away from his grip.

I back away from him and start to walk. I know he is mad, but so am I. "What are you going to do now, Raven? Ignore me? Pretend what we had meant nothing?" He shouts

I turn to face him one last time. "Right now, I'm going to go back to the girl I was the night you found me."

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My thoughts turn to the previous four months as I make my way to the elevator when I reach home. As soon as I enter, I immediately proceed to my room. My eyes begin to water when I'm lying in bed. With the impending holiday, I had hoped to finally be able to celebrate Christmas with someone I could truly call my own. Maybe I was mistaken.

As I begin to organise all of my clothing, I make the decision that I need to go home for the holidays. Hopefully, two weeks away from this atmosphere will be beneficial for me. I pick up the phone and call Brie.

"Hello?" She answers.

"Hey, is that glass I hear breaking?"

"Yeah, let me step outside... Sorry, Clay is pissed." I didn't say anything. I knew he would be mad, but it was the right thing to do. "Ray?"

"Uh, yeah, sorry, I was wondering if you could do me a huge favour?"

"Sure, anything."

"Would you and Logan possibly take me home to Aunt Lia's? I know it's a big ask, but I miss home." I lie. I just need to get away from here as soon as possible. I can feel the tension building up in my chest, and I need to escape. I hope they don't see through my fake request.

"Of course, you know I gotcha. I'll get Logan and head over to pick you up."

"Okay, thank you." I hang up and wipe the tears from my eyes. This is good, this is the best thing for us.

No, it's not Raven, let me out, and you and Clay can live happily ever after. My inner voice taunts.

I shake my head and try to silence the negative thoughts. I know what I'm doing is right, even if it hurts in the moment. I take a deep breath and head to the bathroom to freshen up. As I look at my reflection in the mirror, I can't help but feel a sense of uncertainty. Am I making the right decision? Is this really the best thing for us? But then I remember all the sleepless nights, and the feeling of being trapped. No, this is the right choice.

I gather my resolve and head back out to face the situation, knowing that in the long run, it will be worth it. It's time to take control of my life and make the necessary changes, even if it means stepping out of my comfort zone. I remind myself that I am strong and capable, and I won't let fear hold me back. With a renewed sense of determination, I am ready to tackle any challenge that comes my way.