"Gwen is in love with me."
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Just gonna stand there
and watch me burn
But that's alright because
I like the way it hurts 🎶🎶
I want to burst out, to let everything out and finish all of it at once, but I just find myself running after her.
I'm in rage!
"Why the hell did you do that?!"- I shouted on top of my lungs while chasing her.
She can't just leave after ruining everyone's mood. And she can't just freaking leave me alone after forcing me to admit my feelings to her!
Grabe ang kaba at hiyang naramdaman ko nang walang nagsalita sa kanilang lahat nuong binitawan nya ang mga salita na in love ako sa kanya.
Gusto kong linawin sa mga magulang nya ang nangyari lalo na kay Felix pero mas pinili ko nalang na sundan sya dahil pagkatapos nyang sabihin yon ay galit itong nag walk out.
Saka hindi ko alam kung saan ko sisimulan ang pag amin ko sa kanila. I was caught off guard. I'm not prepared!
"Ate Veronica! Hindi ka ba talaga titigil?!"- naiinis na sabi ko at marahas syang hinila sa braso.
Napahinto ako at umawang ang labi nang makita ko na galit na galit sya pero may luha ang mga mata nya.
"Just go back there if you're here just to ask me why did I freaking do that!"- she screamed angrily.
"Sa tingin mo ba may mukha pa akong ihaharap sa kanila pagkatapos ng ginawa mo? You clearly didn't even think about my feelings!"
She scoffed and wiped off her tears. "Ako pa ngayon ang masama? Ako ba naisip mo kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon?"
Kumunot naman ang noo ko dahil hindi ko sya maintindihan.
"Bakit parang kasalanan ko na naman? Sino po ba satin dalawa ang palaging umaakto na parang walang pakealam?!"
"I'm busy fixing the mess I made for the past few days of my silence! I want to even twist those gossipers' necks because I thought they were just lying about you and Felix, telling everyone that you were just using my brother to have a better life in the future!"- she said bitterly.
Alam ko naman na iyon ang unang iisipin ng iba. Na ginagamit ko lang si Felix. Pero bahala sila. Hindi ko kailangan magpaliwanag sa kanilang lahat.
Nanatili akong tahimik. Inaantay ang iba pa nyang sasabihin dahil kita ko na galit talaga sya ngayon. At kung hindi ko sya papatapusin ay baka tamaan pa ako.
"You're mad at me, right?"- she taunted and chuckled humorlessly. "You hate me because you think I'm playing with your heart. But no, you're the one who's playing with my heart, Gwen!"
Sumiklab nadin ang galit sa dibdib ko at inisang hakhang ko ang pagitan namin dalawa.
Anong karapatan nyang manumbat?! Sa umpisa palang ako ang talo dito! Ako yung pinaasa nya.
"Can you stop this game? If you're doing this just to keep me as your mistress, please stop!"
"Mistress?"- she scoffed."Alam mo bang pupuntahan sana kita sa inyo kanina to congratulate you and to tell you that I'm single now. I was so excited earlier, but now I don't know. I felt like I prepared for nothing!"
She turns her back on me to walk away, but I grab her arm again to stop her.
"Bitawan mo ako!"- malamig na sabi nya.
