Im sorry

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You quickly look down and pull down your sleeves you look back up at vinnie as more tears run down your face

Y/n: im sorry im so sorry

You keep repeating as  you fall to you knees sobbing
Vinnie rushes over to you and pulls you into a hug

Vinnie: shhhh baby its okay everything is going to be okay
He says as tears run down his face
You stay like that for a while until you calm down she slowly pulls away from you and lifts up your head so your looking into each other's eyes

Vinnie: why my love

Vinnie wiped the tears that are falling from your eyes

Y/n: it all got to much
Vinnie: what got to much
Y/n: the hate, feeling like im not good enough for you knowing you could do so much better then me
Just everything got to much vinn
You say as you cry harder
Vinnie pulls you close
Vinnie: don't listen to the hate your beautiful your the only girl i love you make my day better just by being there. I don't see you as fat or ugly your beautiful
And your wrong I couldn't do better your the most beautiful,kind loving person i have ever met and i fell i love with you only you but please just promise me one thing
You look up at him through the tears
Vinnie: promise me that when you next feel like this you will tell me
Y/n: I promise
Vinnie: i love you baby
Y/n: i love you too
He pulls you close and kisses your head, you start to fall asleep after a while of him holding you ,you fall sleep he slowly picks you up and carries you to his bed once he puts the covers over you he kisses your forehead and and walks out of the room he slowly closes the door and goes down stairs and into the kitchen he gets a bottle of water and sits down at the island with his head in his hands and then every walks in
Kovur: hey wheres y/n
Vinnie lifted his head up And you can tell he's been crying
Michel: are you okay vinnie
Vinnie sighs
Vinnie: no not really and she's asleep upstairs
Alex: vinnie whats up
Vinnie sighs as he try's to hold back his tears
Vinnie : its all to much for her
Dixi: what do you mean
Vinnie: after I posted that video she was reading all the hate comments i looked over at her and saw a tear rolling down her cheek i told her not to listen to the hate comments and that there not true then she got up and went upstairs and she didn't hear me following her and when i got to her she had.... her sleeves and she uhhhh she had cuts all over her arms . and when she saw me she pulled down her sleeves and dropped to her knees and she started crying even more and saying she's sorry i got down next to her and asked her why she did that to her self . She said everything getting to much the hate the thought that I could do so much better then her
I don't know what to do i love her so much and it hurts me to see her this upset. I just wish she would have told me whats going on in her head its all my fault
He says as tears roll down his cheeks

Kovur quickly hugs him
Kovur: vinnie its not your fault none of us noticed that she was doing that to herself or that all the hate was getting to her were  her best friends and we didn't notice

Vinnie: yeah but im her boyfriend im supposed to notice these  things ...

Vinnie : but I didn't
He says in a sigh

Jett : vinnie trust us its not your fault

Vinnie nodds
Vinnie: thank you guys i dont know what i would do without you im going to go back up stairs to y/n

Everyone: okay vin let us know how she is

Vinnie: i will

He gets up and goes upstairs. he slowly opens the door and goes and lays next to you  he looks at you and sees you sleeve is lifting up slightly he looks at you cuts and sighs he kisses your forehead and pulls you close then he  turns his sound on his phone down and goes on tiktok and waits for you to wake up.

Love ~ vinnie hackerWhere stories live. Discover now