Love ~ vinnie hacker

auntie

                                TW: SH , SUICIDE

Its been 2 months and your still clean you have got better and your keeping your promise to vinnie you are a healthy weight but you still get hate comments but you and vinnie have never been better and you have also made up with Bryce you can now see why he told vinnie and your glad he did or you might not 11have got better or even be here right now

Your at the mall with Charlie, Dixie, Addison and kovur as you all are walking through the wall you all go into forever 21 you all do a bit of shopping

Y/n: kovur look at this crop top it will look amazing on you
You say as you hold up a pink crop top
Kovur : oh my god thats so cute

You all continue shopping and you get a few tops and pants you all continue shopping for the next few hours

Dixie: ooo guys lets go into Nike
Addison: yeah lets go i want dome new jordens
Y/n: guys i will be back in a minute i need to use the restroom they all ho into nike and you ho to the restroom once you have finished your business your phone starts to ring you look at the number and you don't recognise it but you still answer it ppllkl

Y/n: hello
?: hello's is this y/n y/l/n uki
Y/n: yes
?: hello Y/n this is dr Taylor im calling from New York city hospital On behalf of your parents for
You start to panic
Y/n: what are they okay
The doctor sighs
Dr Taylor: im very sorry to say this but your parents passed away in a car crash on the was to the airport at 2:32pm this afternoon you auntie and uncle have came and identified the body
You start to brake down and cry and you can't control your tears
Y/n : no no this cant he true please tell me you're lying
Dr Taylor: im very sorry for your loss
Y/n: tank you for letting me know

You say through your tears as you put the phone down you grab your bags and text the girls and tell them you had to go home because it is a emergency
They all text and say that they hope everything is okay you cry the entire time you are driving home as soon you close the front door behind you, you drop down to tge floor and keep crying after about 45 minutes your phone starts to ring and its your aunt

Y/n: hello
You say through your tears
Aunt: its all fault their dead they was coming to see you if you never moved to be with vinnie they would still be alive
Y/n: no no please dont say that
Aunt: but its true y/n your not welcome back to my house or to the funeral
She says raising her voice as she puts the phone down

You stand up from off your floor and and grab the closet thing near you and throw it you just keep throwing thing until you decide what you need to do you run up stairs and run into your bathroom Once you get there you lock the door behind you

Is it my fault yeah of course it is if you went and visited them they would have never tried to come and see you its not my fault well maybe it is maybe it is my fault it should have been be me not them just end it be with them make it right

You sigh and nod you head and grab your razor and brake it up so you you can get the blade out one. Its out you grab your phone and text vinnie

                                           Vin🤍

                                       10:45pm

      

                                     You

Hey baby i know you are asleep right now but if your not please don't try and save me im not worth it i love you more then anything but its my time to go you will find someone better and its not your fault vinnie  and you couldn't save me just know that and that i love you your the reason I stayed as long as I did but now it's my time to go i love you baby xx🤍🤍
delivered at 11:00pm

                                             
You text the girls one by one telling them you love them and its for the best and that its nit there fault they couldn't have stoped you then you set it to deliver in 2 hours when you should be gone then you text bryce

                                
                                        Bryce❤️

                                       11:42pm

                                                                 You
Hey Bryce by the time your reading this i should not be here anymore its my time to go but if you are awake please don't try to save  me i don't want to be saved but i just want to say thank you for always being here for me if you didn't tell vinnie that day I probably wouldn't be here now and im so happy you did but its my time to go thank you for being by best friend i love you ❤️
Delivered at 11:55 pm

One you send the last message you set your phone down on the bathroom counter and grab your blade you get into your bath tup and hold the ublade to your arm you press down as hard as you can the blood instantly start pouring from your wrist it hurts at first but after a few seconds you get a sense of relief a sense of happiness falls over you as you keep making very deep cuts until you can barely breathe or see you feel numb the darkness starts to take over as your breathing slows down as you start to hear your phone ring then everything goes black