Love ~ vinnie hacker

burger

You wake up the next day and Vinnie isn't in bed next to you you open your eyes and see Vinnie isn't in the room next you grab your phone and see it's 11:55 am you put in your password and see a message from Vinnie

                                                                                              
    .            .                                                                            Vinnie🤍

hey baby, I've just gone to the warehouse I should be back for

about 1 ish  ill bring some lunch

sent at 10:23 am

okay baby ill see you when you get home

delivered at 12:04 pm

you put your phone on the bed and go into the bathroom you decide you should have a shower so you turn the shower on and then you go back into Vinnie's room and grab some sweat pants and a baggy hoodie from your bag. then you go into the bathroom you strip out of your clothes and look in the mirror you examine your body from head to toe starting with your thighs. you see all of the fresh cuts starting to heal you run your fingers over the scars you take a deep breath pushing back the tears then you move to your tummy. you look at how it still pocks out you suck in wishing you looked like that. you breathe out and sigh seeing how much of a difference there is then you move to your face you look at your blue eyes seeing the tears start to form you take a deep breath as they start to roll down your cheeks you sigh as you turn around and get into the shower.

as you get the hot water hits your body you feel your muscles instantly relax you wash your hair and condition it you haven't felt this relaxed in a very long time once you have finished washing you was your body after you have finished doing everything you need to do you turn the shower off and step out of the shower wrapping the towel around your body. you quickly dry yourself off and put on your clothes you brush your hair then decide you're going to let your hair dry by itself then you walk back into Vinnie's room. as you walk in you see hera on the bed you walk over to her and stroke her as you lay back down on the bed she stands up and lays next to you, you grab your phone from next to you and look at the time it's 1:05 pm you click on to TikTok and start scrolling through your for you page after about 20 minutes Vinnie walked through the door

Vinnie: hey baby

y/n: hey vin

he walks over to you and kisses you kiss him back and as soon as hera realizes vinnies back she stands up and goes over to him he strokes her and then he takes a seat next to you

Vinnie: sorry I took so long baby there was a really long line and wendys

y/n: oh its okay baby

Vinnie: I got you a chicken sandwich some fries and a coke

y/n: oh okay thank you vin

Vinnie: I know it looks like I got you a lot but i...

you cut him off

y/n; no Vinnie it's okay

Vinnie smiles as he gets his food out of the bag while you pick up your burger you take a deep breath as you take a bite trying to push the voice away trying not to think about the calories your hands start to shake as you put the burger down Vinnie looks up at you and puts his hand on yours

Vinnie: baby are you okay

you nod your head and grab your drink you have a little then you st it back and take a deep breath trying to stop your hands from shaking. once they have stopped shaking as much you try to eat your food once you have eaten nearly all of it you turn to Vinnie who is smiling at you

Vinnie: well-done baby

y/n: thank you vin, what are we doing today

Vinnie: it's up to you I don't mind

y/n: can we just chill today

Vinnie: of course baby

you smile and lay back down on the bed as Vinnie lays next to you you both choose a movie as you lay with his arm around you. after the movie is finished you look at the time and see its 5:45 pm

y/n: hey vin I'm going to go on a walk

Vinnie: oh are you okay, do you want me to come with you

y/n: no I'm okay I just need some fresh air

Vinnie: are you sure

y/n: yes vin

Vinnie nods his head

Vinnie: Okay

you get off the bed and grab your phone and Air-pods then you walk back over to Vinnie

y/n: ill be back soon,  go stream for a while

Vinnie: okay baby

he kisses you then you walk out of his room and go downstairs

kovur: hey y/n

y/n: hi kovur

kovur: where are you going

y/n: oh just on a walk I will be back soon

kovur: oh okay bye y/n

y/n: bye kovur

you walk towards the front door and put your headphones in and start walking and walking you start to think about everything as you start to cry you wipe away the tears as you see a convenience store you walk in and take an airpod out and go to the cashier

y/n: hi can I get a bottle of vodka and a packet of cigarettes and a lighter, please

cashier: yep

she grabs the vodka and the cigarettes and the lighter

cashier: that will be $25, please

you take your phone out of your pocket and pay then you grab your bag and thank her and walk out of the shop you grab your cigarettes out of the bag and take one out of the packet you light it as you start walking again until you see a park you see nobody is on it so you go over and take a seat on the swing you set your bag down and grab your vodka and open it you take a mouthful and take your phone out of your pocket and look at the time its 8:pm you sigh and go on to your camera roll and start scrolling through you start to cry seeing how+start t happy you was as you take mouthfuls of vodka you start to cry even more as you see a picture of you your mom and dad you start to cry even more as your about to ring your mom's voice mail just to hear her voice again your phone dies you start to cry even more and you finish the vodka you throw the bottle in anger as you get up and wipe your tears away and walk back to the store and go back up to the cashier

y/n: hi can I get a bottle of vodka, please

cashier: yeah but honey are you okay

y/n: yeah

cashier: Are you sure you look like you have been crying

y/n: yeah I'm fine thank you for asking

she smiles at you as she gets the same bottle that you had last time

cashier: that will be $13, please

you grab your bank card out of the back of your phone case and pay you say thank you to her and and walk out of the shop you open the bottle and take a drink of it you decide you are going to go back to your house to get something you start the 10 minuet walk once you get there you grab your keys out of your bag and unlock your door its really strange being home you haven't been back there since what happen last time you was there you turn on the lights and grab your car keys and go back out side to your car you open it and go into the glove compartment and grab your joint its been in there for a while, you turn your car on and put the radio on and light the joint you take a puff and you instantly feel relaxed you keep doing that until its all gone while taking mouthfuls of your vodka you don't realise how long you have been out for until you look at the time and see its 1:26am shit you mumble trying to get out of your car but you stumble back into your seat you giggle realising how high and drunk you are its nice to finally feel care free you decide you should probably wait a while before you go back to hype you wait there for a few hours until you fall asleep