After a few hours of vinnie scrolling through tiktok you start to wake up
Vinnie: hey baby
Y/n: hey vin
You say in a tired voice
Vinnie : how are you feeling
Y/n : im okay I guess
Vinnie: you sure
Y/n: yes vinnie
You get up and go to the bathroom once you do you Business you stand in front of the mirror and took at your puffy cheeks, the smudged mascara down your face, your messy brown hair you stand there judging your self for a few minutes then you move down to you tummy you look at how it pokes maybe I could do with loosing a few pounds then maybe ill be pretty maybe then ill be better for vinnie. You soon get pulled out of your thoughts by a knock at the door
Vinnie: are you okay, you've been in there for a while now
Y/n: yeah im good im just washing my face
Vinnie: oh okay , im ordering toco bell do you want anything
Y/n: no um good i don't want anything im not hungry
Vinnie: are you sure
Y/n: yeah thank you though vin
Vinnie : okayYou quickly wash your face and brush your hair so you look at least decent once you are done you go back into vinnies room and sit down next to him and watch tiktok for a bit
Y/n: hey vinn i think im going to go home
Vinnie: oh why my love
Y/n: i just want to be alone for a bit
Vinnie: are you sure
Y/n: yeah
Vinnie: do you want me to give you a ride home
Y/n: no it's okay your food will be here soon
Vinnie : not its okay y/n ill just eat it when i get back
Y/n: are you sure your food will be cold
Vinnie : yes y/nYou finally agree to let him take you home it was small talk in the car once you arrive at your house you get up and get out the car
Y/n: I'll see you later baby
Vinnie: bye my love I'll FaceTime you later
You lean in the car and kiss him
You walk in to your house and close the door as soon as you close it you let out a big sigh and let the tears fall you walk to your kitchen and get a bottle of water and go to your room and you decide to make a spam account and post a video on it@sadgirly/n
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@user1747: all for attention
@ user1758: are you okay bby❤️
@user1857: omg get over it 🤦🏻♀️
@user2868: omg why do y'all
Keep hating on her you don't know her in real life just leave her alone, im here if you need to talk💕. ^ liked by creatorYou lay in bed crying until you get a call
You look at your phone and see its bryceY/n: hello
Bryce: hey y/n are you okay
Y/n: yeah im fine
Bryce: don't lie to me y/n im your best friend tell me what's wrong
Y/n: Bryce im fine
Bryce: y/n i saw your tiktok
You stay silent
Bryce: so dont say your fine y/n....... do you want me to come over
Y/n : yeah
You say as your voice breaks as you hold in your tears
Bryce: dont cry y/n ill be there soon
Y/n: okay
You put the phone down and let the tears fall as you lay in bed in silence after 20 minutes you hear your front door open a and close and someone walking up your stair and heads straight to your room you feel you bed dip in as they sit down next to you
Bryce: y/n please stop crying
You look up at him and sigh as you wipe your tears
Bryce: whats happened y/n
You explain everything that has happen over the last few days including the cutting as you are telling him him you can see the sadness in his eyes
Bryce: oh my god y/n why didn't you tell me i knew the hate was affecting you but not that much why didn't you tell me
Y/n: because i hate everyone worrying about giving me pity
Bryce sighs
Bryce:y/n we're always going to worry about you because you mean so much to us
Tears start to well up on your eyes Bryce looks at you and pulls you into a tight hug you both stay like that for a while then you decide to watch a movie half way through you get a messageVinn🤍
Hey baby
Hey vinn
How are you feeling
Im okay thanks, how are you
Im good thanks baby, what are you doing
Just watching a movie with Bryce he came
to see how i wasOh okay i will let you go and watch your movie
Okay i love you vin🤍
I love you too baby🤍
You put your phone down next to you on your bed
Bryce: y/n
Y/n: yeah
Bryce: dose vinnie know about the tiktok
You look down
Y/n: no
Bryce: why
Y/n: because i hate the thought of him worrying about me, i saw how much it hurt him yesterday when he saw the cuts when i was in the bathroom.
I know he thinks its his fault and it's not it's really not
Bryce: i know it hurt him and i know you didn't want it to hurt him y/n
You sigh knowing he's right
You press the play on the film
Once it's finished you Bryce turns and looks at you
Bryce: im ordering som food what do you want
Y/n: ohh im uhh not hungry
Bryce look at you and frowns
Bryce: are you sure
Y/n: yeah i ate when i was with vinnie
Bryce: oh okay he orders the food and waits for it to get delivered once it gets delivered. After 30 minutes it gets delivered once it gets delivered you realise just how hungry you areBryce: do you want these Fries
Y/n: no im good
Bryce: are you sure
Y/n: yes im going down stairs quickly to got a drink
Bryce: okay
You get up out of the bed and go down stairs you ho yo the fridge and get a bottle of cold water after that you go upstairs and you go to the bathroom and get ready for bed while your brushing your teeth you get a FaceTime call from vinnie you accept the call and stand your phone up on the counter so he can see youVinnie: hey baby
Y/n: hey vin
Vinnie: are you okay
Y/n: yeah I'm good are you
Vinnie: yeah what did you have to eat
Y/n: oh ahh i had in and out with Bryce
You and vinnie talk for a little while until you tell him you going to bed as you are about to walk out of the bathroom you see the scales you take a deep breath and step on to them *** you look at the number and feel tears welling up in your eyes you blink them away and walk out of the bathroom and go to your roomYou never really ate unless you was with vinnie but when he wasn't there you didn't eat it's been like that for along as you could remember you get lost in your thoughts and you don't notice Bryce speaking to you
Bryce: y/n.
Y/n: yeah
Bryce: what film do you want to watch
Y/n: i don't know its up to you
He puts on a random film and you slowly fall asleep
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Love ~ vinnie hacker
RomanceTW SH ED Anxiety Depression Suicide when a girl is in love with the famous Vinnie hacker. will she make it out alive or will the haters win, y/n has always suffered with her mental health she moved to la when she first started to take off on socia...