Love ~ vinnie hacker

Candle

It only takes a few seconds for Vinnie to answer the call

Y/n: hey vin
Vinnie: hey y/n how is it
Y/n horrible I hate it here
Vinnie: why my love
Y/n: it's not the same it's cold and empty without them here I just hate it vin I hate
You say as you let the tears fall
Vinnie: hey hey y/n don't cry
Y/n; I just miss them so much vin
Vinnie: I know you do it will be okay I promise you
Y/n: but what if it's not
Vinnie: it will y/n
You just continue to cry as Vinnie tries to take your mind off it it kind of works for the rest of the night before you decide it's time to go to bed you say goodbye to Vinnie and go to sleep

You wake up the next day you don't have the energy to get out of bed but you have to so you get your phone from off the nightstand and see it at 3:25 pm then you text Vinnie and tell him you are awake then you get up and go downstairs and get a glass of water and as you open a cupboard your old anxiety pills fall out you open them and see you only have a few left you to remember back to the last time you took them but you need the high the feeling again so you take a few and a few more until you feel the high it feels amazing you have missed it after you take them you go back upstairs and see that Vinnie has text you

Vin🤍

Good morning baby how are you feeling.

Good morning vin and I'm okay I guess.

Good have you eaten breakfast today.

Yes, I had some toast.

That's so good baby what are you doing today.

I don't know yet I think I will just stay in today
Or go to the park I always went to, what about you.

That sounds good, I have a photo shoot then I'm going to see Jordan I haven't seen him in a while.

That sounds good I hope you have a good time and tell Jordan I said hi.

I will, Bryce told me you texted him.

Yeah, I just wanted to explain to him why I did it.

Yeah, he's happy you texted him he was really
worried.

I know he was, baby I'm going to go
ill ring you later.

Okay bye my love I love you.

I love you too vin.

You put your phone on the bed and grab some clothes out of your closet you get a pair of jeans and a baggy hoodie then you put your hair in a messy bun and put a bit of Concealer on to hide the dark rings around your eyes then you put on some mascara then some pink lipgloss once you think you look okay you get your bag you go downstairs and get the old car keys you go into the garage and get into your car and drive to target once you get there you get out of your car and head inside you get a cart then have a look around you get one of your mom's favorite candle you get a few things after about an hour you finish getting everything you want you to go back out to your car and see its 7:21 pm as you are about to start driving your phone starts to ring you see it's FaceTime call from Vinnie so you accept it and stand the phone up

Y/n: hey what's up
Vinnie: nothing I'm just missing you
Y/n: I miss you too
Vinnie: where are you
Y/n: oh I went to target just to get a few things how was the photoshoot
Vinnie: it was good I think I'm going to stream for a bit later I haven't done it in a while
Y/n: that sounds good how was Jordan
Vinnie: he was good he was at the photo shoot as well  and after we went a got some food it was good to see him
Y/n: that's good what did you have to eat
Vinnie: I had a Burger and dome fry what did you have
Y/n: oh I ahh had a salad
Vinnie smiles
Vinnie: I'm proud of you for eating y/n
Y/n: thank you vin
You hate that you lied to him but you haven't got an apatite and you know he will make you eat on call to him You start to zone out as the pills have started to ware off
Vinnie: y/n....y/n what's wrong your shaking
You snap out of it
Y/n: huh oh umm nothing im just ahh cold
Vinnie: are you sure
Y/n: yeah

You both keep talking for a while he keeps asking if your sure that your okay and every time you say that you are then after a while he says that he has to go and start the stream one you get off the phone you start to drive to the park one you get there you get your headphones and put them in then you get out of your car and go and sit on the swings it's relaxing there there's nobody around with just the wind blowing in your face you stay there listening to your music for what feels like a few minutes but was a few hours once you decide its time to go home you get off the swings and go back to your car before you get in your car you look at your phone and see that its 10:30pm once you get in your car you drive back home it only takes about 20 minutes to get the once your home you get all of the bags and then you go inside you get a bottle of water and then go up to your room you put all of things you brought away then you take your mom's favourite candle and put it next to your bed then you grab your lighter and light the candle the smell reminds you from when you was younger you get into bed thinking about all the memories you had with your parents as the candle is burning you dont realise you are crying until you feel them running down your face you decide to go on tiktok you go on to your other account a post a video

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@sadgirly/n: I've never needed you as I do right now🤍
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You sigh looking at  the comments so you turn your phone off and try to get some sleep and after a while, you fall asleep