you slowly start to regain consciousness with a pain in your face you feel really sore down there and that's when you realize you are naked you try and stand up but you stumble, but you manage to get up and grab your clothes and put them on you start to cry realizing what has happened as you walk out of the alleyway and stumble trying to find the car one you do you you unlock it and sit down you hiss in pain as you start your car you take your phone from out of your pocket and see that it's 5:56 am you see your phone only has 1% so you start the dive home it takes about 20 minutes to get home once you do you go inside and go straight to your bedroom and go into your bathroom you strip out of your clothes and stand in front of the mirror looking at your body you feel discussed seeing the state your body is in seeing the bruise on your legs and wrists the red mark on your face where its slightly swollen
you turn the shower on and step inside feeling the burning hot water hit your body as you try and srub Dylan off of you the dirty feeling he left behind you keeps rubbing in till your skin is bright red and sore you start to cry even more as you drop to your knees sobbing you stay like that for an hour then you wash your hair and your body for the tenth time then you finally get and wrap a towel around yourself then you walk back into your bedroom ad put on some cloaths you pick up your phone and look at the time it's 8:22 am you sigh putting your phone on charge and laying down and try to sleep
you start to wake up to someone slightly shaking you
Vinnie: y/n
you turn over and see it Vinnie
Vinnie: oh my god what happened
y/n: huh
Vinnie: you have a massive bruise on your face
y/n: it's nothing, Vinnie
you say as you get out of bed and go to walk into your bathroom but he grabs your hand and it instantly brings flashbacks of last night you pull your hand as you start to cry Vinnie looks at you and then back at your wrists seeing the purple mark
Vinnie: y/n what happened
y/n: nothing Vinnie just leave me alone, please
you say as a tear runs down your face
Vinnie stands up and goes to walk over to you but you take a step back and you can see the worry and pain in his eyes
y/n: Vinnie just please leave me alone
you say as you start to cry even more he sighs and nods his head and leaves your room you walk back over to your bed and grab your phone and look at the time you see its 9:45 pm you see you have some messages from Vinnie and kouvr so you open his chat
kouvr
hey
delivered at 1:56 pm
do you wanna come over
delivered at 3:09 pm
hey Vinnie is getting worried about you, he told me that you said you want some alone time just text him and let him know that you are okay
delivered at 5: 29 pm
you sigh and swipe off the chat and go onto Vinnies message
vin
hey baby
delivered at 11:22 am
y/nnnnn
delivered:at 1:43 pm
wake upppp
delivered at 2:09 pm
are you okay
delivered at 2:32 pm
I'm starting to worry now
delivered at 4;45 pm
I know you said you needed some alone time but just let me know that you are okay, please
delivered at 6:12 pm
I'm really worried now, are you okay
delivered at 8:05 pm
I'm coming over
delivered at 9:00 pm
you sigh clicking off the chat and putting your phone back on the bed you need to clear your head so you decide to go to your favorite place you walk out of your bedroom and go downstairs and head out to your car and start the 20-minute drive to the beach once you get there you go and sit on the rocks and listen to the waves you feel so bad about the way you acted towards Vinnie you just don't want anyone near you right now you sigh lowering your head as you let the tears fall you lift your head up and wipe your tears away you watch the waves for another 45 then you stand up and walk to your car and drive to a convenience store once you get there you go inside and go to the cashier
y/n: Can I get a pack of cigarettes, please
cashier: yeah, that will be $11
he turns around and grabs them then he puts them on the counter as you take your bank card out of your pocket and pay you thank him then you walk back outside and go to your car and start the drive home it only takes 10 minutes to get there once you do you get out of your car and head inside and go to your kitchen and open your back door and go and sit in chair and light a cigarette you smoke it while watching the stars once you finish smoking it you go back inside and go straight upstairs and go to your bedroom and lay down and grab your phone you see you have a few new messages from Vinnie you sigh as you ignore the messages and turn off your phone you really don't want to speak to anyone you just want to be by your self you sigh as you grab your tv remote and go on to Netflix you scroll through the shows until you decide to just put the vampire diaries you've watched it a few times it's like a comfort show you watch about 3 episodes before you start to get sleepy go you grab your phone you see a few more messages from vinnie and byce you sigh and put sleep mode on as you lay down and slowly fall asslep with the show playing in the background
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Love ~ vinnie hacker
RomanceTW SH ED Anxiety Depression Suicide when a girl is in love with the famous Vinnie hacker. will she make it out alive or will the haters win, y/n has always suffered with her mental health she moved to la when she first started to take off on socia...