Love ~ vinnie hacker

Nailea

Your really anxious the whole drive there but once you get there you see vinnies car already there so you park your car you grab your phone and see a message from Vinnie saying that he is there you put you phone in your pocket and take a deep breath as you get out of your car and head inside you look around and see Vinnie looking at his phone he quickly looks up when he hears the bell ring and smiles when he sees you, you smile back and go and take a seat In front of him

Vinnie: hey
Y/n: hey
Vinnie sets his phone down on the table and looks at you
Vinnie: how are you
Y/n: I'm okay, how are you
Vinnie: I'm okay, thank you for coming y/n
Y/n: it's okay vin you deserve a chance to explain
Vinnie smiles
Vinnie: let me begin with nothing happened with me and nailea she called me when you was in the hospital and asked if we could film a few videos together and I agreed after we finished we was really hungry and she said we should go to B.O.A
I was really hungry so I said yes and we went and got some food and while we was eating she was acting really strange and she tried to kiss me...

You cut him off and your heart sinks
Y/n: what
You say as your eyes start to fill up with tears as
Vinnie takes your hand in his
Y/n: you k-kissed her
Vinnie: no y/n I pushed her away I promise I asked her what she was doing and she said that she likes me and she doesn't care that I was with you and that you didn't deserve me but I told her there was never a chance of us being together y/n and that she was wrong about everything, I only want you only you y/n and after that I left
You have a tear rolling down your cheek as you listen to him
Y/n: w-why didn't you tell me vin
Vinnie: I don't know y/n I just didn't want to put any more stress on you, you was in the hospital recovering
You sigh as you nod your head as you start tapping your foot on the floor
Vinnie can see that you are really anxious
Vinnie: do you want me to go and get you a drink
You nod your head as he stands up and goes and gets you a drink
You sit there processing everything vinnie has told you wondering how she should do that to you, you thought you was friends you sigh as you put your head down and vinnie soon returns back to the table with your drink

Y/n: thank you
Vinnie: your welcome
You both continue talking about everything for a while until you both decide you should head home so you both stand up and walk out to your car
Vinnie: so where dose this leave us y/n
Y/n: I don't know I think we should take things slow and not post about our relationship for a little while but I think we will be okay vin
His eyes light up as a smile appears on your face
Vinnie: yeah your totally right y/n I think we should do that

he leans in and hugs you and you instantly melt into his arms you stay like that for a few seconds until you brake away from the hug

Y/n: I'm gonna get going I'll speak to you soon
Vinnie: okay, I love you
He says not realising he said it
Y/n: I love you to vin

He smiles at you as you get into your car and drive away on the drive back to the cabin you can't stop thinking about everything vinnie siad your minds racing the whole drive back but once you get back to the cabin you park your car and head inside you take ur phone out of your pocket and put it on silent you then head into your bedroom and lay down on your bed staring at the ceiling as you think about everything vinnie has told you you can't believe nailea could do that to you she was the one who encouraged you to get with vinnie  you start to feel more tears running dow your face as loads of thoughts run through your head

Nailea is right you don't deserve vinnie
He could do so much better everyone thinks that it's true you know it is

Stop just leave me alone you say trying to silence your thoughts it hurt when you thought Vinnie cheated on it broke your heart but finding out someone you thought was one of your closest friends tried to kiss your boyfriend and tell him he could do much better than you hurt more than anything as you lay there with tears rolling down your face you stand up and go into your bathroom and stand in front of your mirror  you see your smudged mascara down your face as well as tear streaks in your makeup you hate the way you look you grab your makeup wipes from your draw and wipe off your makeup you now can see how red and puffy your eyes are you start getting angry as you think about everything
Ahhh you shout as you punch the wall you hand starts throbbing as you instantly see the purple bruise start to form you sigh as you run your fingers through you hair as you drop to your knees sobbing you continue to cry as your mind is racing

Vinnie could do so much better than you you know this everyone knows that he could
Stop
No you know that it's true
Please just leave me alone
You know the only way you can stop me y/n
No I can't I promised vinnie
Y/n do you really think he would care you know he don't want you really
Please don't say that
You know I'm right and you know the only way to stop me only a few won't hurt

You slowly nod your head as you slowly stand up and open your draw you drag around until you find a razor you brake it and get one of the blades out as you sigh and look in the mirror