Love ~ vinnie hacker

The Funeral 

Skip 3 days

Today is the day of your mom and dads funeral and you haven't been doing to good you havent go out of bed or ate but today you have to you need to say goodbye you slowly get out of bed your legs feel weak but you know you have to do this once you are out of the bed you go to your closet and pick out the black dress your mom loved then you curl your brown hair the you move onto your makeup they always loved it when you did natural makeup so that's exactly what you do after you finish your makeup you go and put on your black heels and a jacket  then you get into your car and head to the funeral 

You know your auntie said that you cant go but their your parents they cant stop you you need to be able to say good bye to them it take you about 20 minutes to get to the church as you are walking in your auntie sees you and walk's up to you and takes you outside

Auntie: y/n what are you doing here
Y/n: i need to say goodbye to them
Auntie: i don't care I told you your not welcome here
She says slightly shouting
Y/n: yes but their my parents
Auntie: well it's your fault that there not here anymore your mom was my sister y/n and you dad was my best friend and it's your fault there gone
At that point you both have tears running down your face
Y/n: i know it was your right but please im begging you please let me say good bye
Auntie: fine but your leaving straight after
You nod your head
Y/n: thank you

You both walk into the church and you go and sit at the back of the church after about 10  minutes the funeral starts everyone takes there seat and they start to bring there coffins in at that point you brake down in tears the funeral starts  and people are saying really nice things and telling funny story and it makes you happy hearing people say such nice things about them and how they made such a good impact on peoples lives it brings you a bit if peace but it only makes you miss them even more after about 20 more minutes and the funeral is over and everyone gets up from their seats and goes out side as they are carrying out the coffins goodbye mom goodbye dad you say under your breath as more tears run down your face as you are walking out of the church your auntie comes over to you

Auntie: im sorry y/n
Y/n: its okay

Your auntie leans in and hugs you then you go back to your car and head to the store and buy a few bottles of alcohol and a pack of cigarettes then head back home you get out of your car and go inside once you close the door behind you you open the cigarettes and ho to the back door and light it as you are sitting on the patio your phone starts to ring so you reach into your pocket and you see the face time  call is from vinnie you haven't been replying to him over the pas few days you just dont want to talk to anyone but You press accept and put your phone on the floor so he cant see you

vinnie: y/n are you okay
Y/n: yeah
Vinnie: look at me
You pick up your phone so he can see your face he can see the smudged mascara and your red puffy eyes
Vinnie: y/n your not okay
Y/n: yes i am vin its just been a hard few days for me
You say as you take a puff from your cigarette
Vinnie: i understand baby have you been eating
Y/n: yeah
Vinnie: what did you have today
Y/n: i ahh had some pizza and some cereal this morning
Vinnie: thats so good baby im proud of you
Y/n: thank you baby what did you do today
Vinnie: I worked on the cars at the warehouse dad went skating with Jett,amen,jack and Jordan
Y/n: that sounds really good
Vinnie: what did you do today
Y/n: it was my ahh mom and dad's funeral
You say taking a mouthful of vodka
Vinnie: oh my god im  so sorry y/n
Y/n: its okay
Vinnie: how was it
Y/n: good I guess it was nice hearing people say nice things about them and telling funny stories but it only  makes me miss them even more
You say lighting another cigarette and taking a puff then you take another mouthful of vodka
Vinnie: yeah i get what you mean im sorry that I wasn't there with you
Y/n: its okay vinnie I needed yo do this alone
He gives you a pity full smile you both keep talking for  about 20 more minutes
Vinnie: what are you doing tomorrow
Y/n: i dont know yet
You say as you finish your second bottle of vodka and your starting to  slur   Your words as you open your third bottle
Vinnie: y/n i think you need to slow down on the drinking
Y/n: ViNnIe Im FiNe
Vinnie: y/n stop
Y/n: FiNe Im GoInG tO gO tO BeD
Vinnie: okay baby i love you
Y/n: I lOvE yOu To

You end the call and try to stand up but you stumble and fall over and hit your head and then everything goes black