Love ~ vinnie hacker

song

                                 Vinnies pov

he sighs as he watches you walk into the airport he can't believe that you are over he never thought that it would happen but it has as he gets into the car he feels tears prick his eyes but he quickly blinks them away He turns his car an and starts the drive back to hype he sits in silence the ride there as he tries to process everything that has happened. once he gets back to hype he sighs as he turns off the engine and head inside and goes straight into his bedroom he hears someone saying his name but he ignores them  once he gets into his room he sighs as he lays down on his bed a tear slides down his face as someone knocks on his door

kovur: Vinnie it's me are you okay

Vinnie: yeah I'm fine kovur

kovur: Vinnie can i come in

Vinnie quickly wipes his tears away

Vinnie: yeah

she sighs as she walks into his room and sees him lying on his bed

kovur: Vinnie what's wrong

Vinnie: we're over

kovur: huh what do you mean

Vinnie: y/n she ended things

kovur: oh my god Vinnie I'm so sorry did she say why she ended things

Vinnie: she said that she needs to get better before we can be together she said I need to let her go and that she doesn't want to put me through anything else

he says as a tear rolls down his face and kovur pulls him into a hug

Vinnie: I can't lose her again kovur

kovur: shhh Vinnie I know she just needs some time

he nods his head

Vinnie: I'm going to try and get some sleep

kovur: okay Vinnie I'm here if you need to talk

he nods his head as he leaves his room and closes the door behind herself Vinnie lays back down and tries to sleep it takes him a while but after an hour or so he finally  dose

                                   your pov

once your plane had landed you got all of your things and then you got an Uber back to your house it only takes 45 minutes to get there but once you do you thank the driver and head inside its good to be home you've really missed it you slightly smile as you turn on all the lights and head up stirs and then you go into your bedroom and put all of your things away once you have done that you walk over to your vanity and look at yourself in the mirror

y/n: you need to get better for yourself y/n nobody else you need to put your self first for the first time in a long time

you take a deep breath and you stand up and head back down stairs you go into your kitchen and grab something small to eat you need to take things slow and that's exactly what you do after you finish eating you go and take a seat on the sofa when your phone starts ringing  you sigh expecting it to be Vinnie but its not instead its Jaden you decide to accept the call 

Jaden: hey y/n

y/n: hey Jaden what's up

Jaden: is it okay If I come over the song I've been working on has finally finished and I wanted to show  you

y/n: oh I'm not in town

he frowns slightly

Jaden: why where are you

y/n: I've gone back to new York for a while until I get better

jaden: oh okay thats good to hear y/n, have you got a laptop

y/n: yeah why

jaden smiles

jaden: im going to send it you and i want you to listen to it

y/n: oh okay

you say as you stand up and go and get your laptop from your bed room you turn it on and set it down in front of you and load the song up

y/n: okay ive got it up

jaden: before you listen to it y/n ive written this song about you

you look at him with a confused look

y/n: oh okay can i play it now

he nods his head and you hip play he stays silent during the whole song your eyes start to water as you listen to  the song

once it had finished you turn off the song at look at Jaden you never realised how much people care about you until now you didn't realise how much everything had affected everyone else

y/n: Jaden I love it thank you

Jaden: its okay y/n i written it about the night you had called me and I wanted to right a song about it to show you how much we all care

at that point you have tears rolling down your face

y/n: thank you Jaden you don't realise how much this means to me

you say as you smile at him you spend the next few hours talking until he says that he has to go and that he will call you tomorrow you say your goodbyes as you end the call and go back down stairs and go into your kitchen you grab a bottle of water and go back into your bedroom and then you go into your bathroom you see the scales in the corner of the room you sigh as you walk over to them and pick them up then you tale them down stairs and through them in the trash it felt good to do that like a weight had been lifted from off your shoulders it may sound weird but you felt at peace knowing that they wont be there you smile as you close the trash can and walk back upstairs and go back into your bathroom you strip out of your cloths and get into the shower you run your fingers over your scars and sigh once you had finished in the shower you put on some shorts and a baggy tee- shirt and then you get into bed you know its going to take a while until you get better and its not going to be easy but you're going to try your best