Love ~ vinnie hacker

Telling him

Tw: sh

You wake up the next day to your phone ringing you sigh and look at the number and see it's Vinnie so you accept it and put your phone to your ear

Y/n: hello
Vinnie: hi my love. Do you want to come to hype today
Y/n: no not today vin, I'm not in the mood
Vinnie: oh okay, do you want me to come over instead
You sigh
Y/n: you can't I'm not home
Vinnie: where are you
Y/n: I've gone away for a few days I just want to be alone right Now vin
He sighs
Vinnie: y/n.. I'm worried about you
Y/n: yeah I'm worried about me too
You hear the sound of the video request come through so you accept it
Vinnie: what's happened my love
You sigh as a tear rolls down your cheeks not wanting to think about it
Vinnie: y/n are you okay
Y/n: no
Vinnie: y/n what happened
You sigh as you think it's time to tell him
Y/n: come to this address **********, the doors unlocked
He nods his head
Vinnie: I'll be there soon

You nod your head as you end the call
You start to cry as you start to get flash backs
After 45 minutes you hear the front door open
And hear someone walk upstairs

Vinnie: y/n
Y/n: I'm in the second room on your left
You hear him walk towards your room as the door opens he looks around your room and takes a seat on the bed next to you

Vinnie: hey baby
Y/n: hi
Vinnie: what's happened y/n
You sigh as more tears start to roll down your face
Y/n: on Wednesday... I ahh
Vinnie: it's okay baby take your time
You nod your head
Y/n: I went to a bar and I ahh got really drunk and uhhh as I umm was walking out of the bar I slipped and some caught me.
You start to cry even more
Vinnie puts his head down hoping you don't say what he thinks your about to say
Y/n: it was uhh Dylan
More tears start to roll down your cheeks as you pull your knees up to your face
Y/n: he grabbed ahold of my wrists and he wouldn't let me going then he ahh he took me to an alleyway near the bar he ummm
You start to choke on your words Vinnie wraps his arms around you
Vinnie: shhh baby it's okay
You nod your head
Y/n: he pined me against the wall I tried calling for help but nobody came then he umm pulled his pants down
Vinnie has tears rolling down his cheeks as you tell him what happened
Y/n: I tried to ahh scream for help but nobody came as he pulls my hoodie off he punched me in stomach I tried getting away but his grip was to strong then he punched me in my face. I blacked out
Vinnie is crying as he listened to what you was saying. It was killing him inside hearing what he had done to you
Y/n: I woke up without anything on... vin he r-raped me
You say not being able to breathe from the amount you are crying
Vinnie: shhhh baby it's okay
He says trying to comfort you
Y/n: it's all my fault vin
Vinnie: no it's not y/n none of this is your fault my love
You pull away from his hug and look at him
Y/n: yes it vin if I didn't go to that bar none of this would have happened
Vinnie wipes your tears away
Vinnie: no y/n it's not your fault it's his, he took advantage of you.

You start to cry even more as Vinnie pulls you to his chest you keep crying until you can't no more asking Vinnie why it happened to you
Tears keep silently falling down his face as he held you close until you fall asleep once you had he pulls you even closer not want to let you go
Vinnie: I'm so sorry this happened to you baby, I promise as long as I live nothing will ever happen to you agin. I love you y/n

He wipers and he kisses your head as he slowly falls asleep next to you

You start to wake up to Vinnie slight shaking you, you shop up from the bed as you frantically look around the room

Vinnie: shhh baby it's okay you was having a nightmare
You nod your head
Y/n: oh ahh I'm going to go get a shower
You say as you get out of the bed
Vinnie: okay baby

You walk into your bathroom and turn on the shower so vinnie can't hear you cry it's the worst flashback you have ever had it was the flashback of when Dylan beat you until you couldn't breathe and your parents found you on your bedroom floor all you could hear was your mom shouting for your dad to call an ambulance. You close your eyes as more tears roll down your face you reach into your draw and you dig around until you finally find it berried under a few things you sigh as you take your clothes off and stand in front of the mirror

you hold hold the blade to your arms as you try and talk yourself out of it
Do it
No I can't
Yes you can it's the only way to stop the pain
I promised Vinnie
Do it it's the only way y/n you know I'm right

You sigh and press the blade down on your arms the blood instantly flows out of your cuts as you sigh in relief and you make more and more cuts loosing control until your arms and thighs are completely covered you sigh and drop the blade into the sink that's covered with blood you wash all of the blood away and put the blade in the draw then you step into the shower