You wake up the next day to the sun shining through your curtains you slowly get up and out of bed you walk into the bathroom and do your Business once you are done you walk out of your bathroom as you are walking out you see your phone on the floor with the screen smashed you look at it and sigh walking down stairs and going to your kitchen to get a bottle of water you walk back up stairs and decide you want to go to the store you change into another pair of sweats and you decide to leave your hair down you walk back down stairs and grab your car keys you get in the car and and drive to target .
you're anxiety has been messed up recently but its got worse over the past few days you sigh getting out of your car and walking in to target and look around for a while you get a few new blankets and candles
Once you pay you get back into your car and head to the pharmacy once you get there you walk up to the counter
Y/n: hey do you uhh sell anxiety pills here
Worker: yeah one sec let me grab them for you
She smiles at you walking to the back of the store to get them for you
Worker: here you go
Y/n: thank you
Worker: that will be $23:42 please
You grab your wallet out of your pocket and hand her the money
Y/n: thank you
Worker: no problem have a good day
She smiles at you and you smile back you walk out of the store and go back to your car once you get in the car you open the pills and take 3 pills you look at the bottle and it says take one at a time but you font care you put them in your mouth and grab your bottle of water and wash the pills down you look at the time and see it's 15:47pm you turn your car engine on an drive home Once you pull up you see vinnies car parked in the drive way
Vinnies pov
Ive been up nearly all night thinking about y/n i feel bad about last night i look at my phone and see its 12:17pm i need to text her you grab your phone and text her
My love 🤍
Hey baby im sorry about last night
Delivered at 12:21 pm
Y/n are you okay please dont ignore me
Delivered at 12:53 pm
Y/n im just worried about you i dont want you to get sick you need to eat
Delivered at 13:42 pm
You tired to call my love🤍
You tired to call my love🤍
You tired to call my love🤍
You tired to call my love🤍
Y/n please answer me im really worried about you
Delivered at 14:57
Y/n im coming over your scaring me
Delivered at 15:12
You get up and grab your keys and run down stairs
Jett: vinnie where are you going
Vinnie: y/ns shes not answering the phone to me we had a argument last night
Jett: oh okay let me know how she is
You just nod and keep walking out of the door and quickly get in your car and start driving to y/n's house as you stop at traffic lights you get lost in your thoughts and what if she hurt herself agin what if she attempted suicide it will all be my fault you soon get pulled out of your thoughts when the car behind you beeps his horn at you, you keep driving to y/n's once you get there you quickly get out of your car and run up to her house you start knocking on Her door but she doesn't open the door you try the door but its locked so you take out the key y/n gave you and you unlock the door once its open you run in side
Vinnie: y/n ..... y/n
You get no answer you so you walk up stairs and go to her room you open the door and see shes not there you look around the room and in the corner you see her phone on the floor smashed you bend down and pick it up and put it on her bedside table once you do that you go onto her bathroom as you are walking in you see a few drops of dried blood on the floor you look down at the blood and sigh knowing what she did just as you walk out of her bathroom you hear the front door open you run down stairs and see y/n
Y/n pov
You sigh looking at vinnies car you grab your pills and decide to leave your shopping in the car you get out of the car and walk into your house once you get in you hear vinnie running sown stairs when he sees you he doesn't say anything he just hugs you , you instantly hug him back once you let go of each other you both walk into the kitchen you both sit down in front of each other at the counter you both stay quiet for a few minutes
Y/n: im sorry
Vinnie: no y/n im sorry i shouldn't have left like that last night i just don't want you to get sick
Y/n: i know vinnie
Vinnie: y/n you need to eat
Y/n: i cant vin you don't understand im too fat i need to loose weight
Vinnie: y/n your far from that if anything your too skinny
Don't listen to him he's just saying that to make you feel better don't believe him you massive just look at you anyone can see that
Y/n: your just saying that because you have to
You say with tears in your eyes
Vinnie: no I'm not y/n im telling you the truth
As he says that a tear leaves your eyes That you had been holding in vinnie leans over the table and takes your face in his hands as he wipes your tears away
Vinnie: but y/n you need to eat even if its a little bit will you please do that for me
You look up and nod vinnie pulls you into a hug and you can tell he's smiling
Vinnie: i love you
Y/n: i love you too
Vinnie: I'll order us some food
You nod and het up and walk over to your pills and take 3 more vinnie walks up to you to see what pills you are taking
Vinnie: how many of these did you just take
Y/n: 3
Vinnie: baby your only supposed to take one
Y/n: so ill be okay
You say as you walk upstairs to go to your bathroom with vinnie not far behind you you open your draws and pull out a pack of cigarettes
Vinnie: y/n what are you doing
Y/n: what does it look like
You snap at him and he just puts his head down You sigh and put your pack of cigarettes down
Y/n: im sorry for snapping at you vin Im just really stressed right now
Vinnie: its okay I understand
He takes a deep breath
Vinnie: y/n why is they blood on the floor
You look down confused until you see the dried blood on the floor shit you quickly try and think of something too say
Y/n: oh i ahh was shaving and i cut my leg
Vinnie: oh okay
You could tell he didn't believe but didn't say anything because he didn't wang to make you tell him
Vinnie im going to order the food now what do you want to eat
Y/n: uhm McDonald's
Vinnie smiles and nods as he orders the food
YOU ARE READING
Love ~ vinnie hacker
RomanceTW SH ED Anxiety Depression Suicide when a girl is in love with the famous Vinnie hacker. will she make it out alive or will the haters win, y/n has always suffered with her mental health she moved to la when she first started to take off on socia...
