Love ~ vinnie hacker

Eat

TW: SH ED

You slowly start to wake up when you do you look at your phone and see you have been asleep for about 3 hours you get up and walk down stairs as you walking down them you can hear everyone in the kitchen you slowly walk into the kitchen and see them all cooking vinnie looks up and sees you

Vinnie: he baby you good after your nap
Y/n: yeah good as new
Dxi: you sure
Y/n: yes
Vinnie: i made you favourite chicken Parmesan come here check out this sauce
Y/n: i cant .... i just brushed my teeth
Vinnie: really at this time
Y/n: dose nobody care bout dental hygiene around here
Thomas: i happen to care a lot bout our teeth and gums
Vinnie: now whats going on
Y/n: nothing is going on
Y/n : im going to nelia's for dinner
Bryce: don't believe her vinnie
Y/n: Bryce please don't you promised
Bryce: i dont care i dong want you to get sick
Vinnie I know why y/n is acting to cranky and why she got she got dizzy today she hasn't eaten anything in three days
vinnie: is that true you haven eaten anything in three days
Kovur: i want you to sit down and eat right now
Y/n: i cant im finally starting to loose weight
Nessa: y/n you starving yourself can do serious damage to your body
Vinnie: y/n this type of behaviour can lead to serious eating disorders such as anorexia bulimia
Your heading down a dangerous road here
He says with tears in his eyes
Y/n: i dont care your not the one who gets all the hate  it's my life life i can do what ever i want
You run out of the kitchen as the tears fall as you are running out of the front door you can hear them all shouting after you and chasing you but you don't stop
Vinnie: y/n stop please
You ignore him and just keep run and run until you can't no more what feels like minutes has actually been a a hour you notice a park across the road you sit down on the swings you close your eyes and take a deep breath you dont notice tears that are falling until you hear someone behind you

???: hey are you okay
Y/n: yeah im fine

They walk around to the front of you and you put your head down
??: are you sure
Y/n: yeah
you slowly look up
???: y/n!!
Y/n : oh my god Charlie is that you
You get up and hug him
Charlie: yeah y/n I've missed you so much
Y/n: I've missed you too its been so long
Charlie: i know im so sorry i didn't tell you i was leaving my family didn't tell me until the day we had to move out here because my parents got better jobs i just didn't know how to tell you
Y/n: it okay it doesn't matter all what matters is that you here now

You both let go of each other  and sit back down on the swinging And talk for a while and you start to forget about everything that has happened over the past few weeks

Y/n: so Charlie its they anyone in the picture
Charlie smiles
Charlie: yeah there is actually
Y/n: oh my god tell me everything who is she
Charlie: uhh actually its a he
Y/n: oh my god really tell me everything how did you meet
Charlie: his names Liam and we met a year and 5 months ago at a coffee shop he's perfect he's so sweet and caring I love him so much
Y/n: awww i need to meet him soon
Charlie: you really do so y/n is there anyone
Y/n: yeah there is his name  vinnie  and we met on tiktok 9 months ago hes the most sweet and loving person i have ever met
Charlie smiles
Charlie: he sounds amazing show me a picture of him
You show him a picture
Charlie: ooo hes cute
You smile and keep talking for a little while longer You look at your phone and see its 10:45pm
Y/n: shit i need to get home
Charlie: oh do you want me to give you a ride home
Y/n: yeah that will be great thank you
You both walk to his car  you give him your address and he drives to your house you both spend the car ride laughing and joking and talking about the past its the happiest you've been in a while once you het to your house you  see vinnies car in the driveway
You get out of the car and turn to Charlie

Y/n: right I'll see you later
You lean in and hug him he hugs you back
Charlie: bye y/n I'll ring you later
You smile at him and walk to your front door

Vinnie: Y/N is that you
He says walking out of the living room
Y/n: yeah
He runs up and hugs you
Vinnie: where was  you
Y/n: at the park
Vinnie: y/n in really worried about you
Y/n: well don't be im fine
Vinnie: im not going to let you make your self ill i care too much about you
Y/n: well don't its my body i can do what i want with it
Vinnie: you know what fine
You feel years start to well up in your eyes as he gets up and leaves he slams the door as he leaves you drop to your knees and start sobbing after 20 minutes you mange to get up and go to your bedroom once you get there you crawl into your bed a continue crying you pick up your pone and try to text vinnie

                                    Vinnie🤍

                                                     Vinnie I'm sorry
Read

I will eat I promise
Read

Please don't be mad at me
Read

Please dont ignore me
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Vinnie please i love you

                                                                  Read

He keeps ignoring you , you throw your phone at the wall and cry even harder after a few hours of crying you go down stairs and get a bottle of vodka then you go up stairs and go to your bathroom you run a hot bath as you wait for your bath to fill up you stand in front of the mirror staring at your self once the baths  filled up you strip out of your cloths and get in. you grab the vodka and start drinking it as you lay there with a blade in your hand telling yourself just one line wont hurt you slowly bring the blade down to your wrist  and slowly drag it along. watching the blood as it slowly flows out of the cut you just made. you instantly feel a sense of relief just a few more won't hurt right you lay there thinking to yourself You do a few more lines until your satisfied you lay in the bath letting the blood drip onto the floor while talking sips of vodka you stay like that for a while until the water gets cold once it has you get out and put on some pyjamas and go back to your bed and slowly drift to sleep