Once you get to Walmart you take a deep breath as you get out of your car, you quickly head inside. you go straight to the medical isle and try to find the pregnancy tests once you find one you quickly grab the pregnancy test then you go and pay hoping nobody will see or recognise youCashier: hi how's you day going
Y/n: it's been fine, how's your day
Cashier: I'm grate thank you
You smile at her as she scans the the test
Cashier: that will be £21.99 please
You grab your phone and tap your card
Y/n: thank youYou say and she smiles at you as you leave the store and go back to your car, you quickly drive back to the cabin you're really scared on what the results will be, what if I am pregnant and the baby's Dylan's you sigh as a tear starts to fill your eyes as you pull into the driveway of the cabin then you get out of your car and go inside and go straight into your bathroom you set the pregnancy test down on the side. you take it out of the packaging and set it down on the counter as you pick up the box and read the instructions once you have you grab the test and do your business. once you have took the test you set it back down on the counter it says you have to wait 5 minutes for the results you sigh as you walk out of your bathroom and go into your kitchen and go and sit down on the bench outside. your terrified of what the results will be what if you are pregnant and the baby's Dylan's tears start to fill your eyes you can't have a baby yet your not ready to be a mom you sigh as you wipe your tears away and head back inside and go to your bathroom you take a deep breath as your hands shake as you pick up the pregnancy test you look at the test and only see one line you sigh in relief as you keep looking at the test to make sure there isn't a second line once you are 100% sure there isn't a second line you set the test back down and go back into your bedroom and sit down on your bed you grab your phone and decide to go on TikTok you spend the next few hours on TikTok you keep seeing videos of people making edits of vinnie and nailea it upsets you seeing how much people want vinnie to be with nailea you sigh as you turn your phone off as you stand up and head into your kitchen. You go to your fridge and open it and you see that there is nothing in there you sigh as you close your fridge and grab your car keys and head outside and get in your car you've decided that you need to get some drinks and snacks in the cabin so you've decided to go to target. you have songs softly playing in the background once you get there you grab your headphones and head inside you do the shopping you need to do and pay then you go back to your car and put all of your shopping in the trunk then you get in the car yourself. your anxiety was through the roof while you was in there it hasn't been that bad since you first started taking the anxiety pills you sigh as you remember what happened the last time you took them but you need them, you shake your head and start the drive to cvs once you get there you get out of your car and head inside and go to the counter
Cashier: hi what can I get you
Y/n: can I get some anxiety pills please
Cashier: yep let me get them for you
She goes into the back and gets them for you then she walks back over to the counter and scans them
Cashier: that will be $25 dollars please
You grab your phone and pay
Y/n: thank youShe smiles at you as you you pick the pills up and leave the store and go back to your car you open the bag that has the bottle of pills inside and take the pills out you sigh as you open the bottle and pour 2 out onto the palm of your hand you then put them into your mouth and and grab your water and wash the pills down then you you sigh and you put your head back wondering how everything has gone so wrong in the last year you shake you head as you wipe away the tears that are starting to form you turn your car on and decide to go on a long drive to the Hollywood sign once you get there you park your car and grab a few things from your bag then you start the 5 minute walk until you are underneath the sign you sit down you can see the whole of Hollywood it's really relaxing you reach over and grab the bottle of vodka you brought from the store you open it and take a mouthful of the cold burning liquid you do that until the bottle is nearly empty as you look over Hollywood you groan as you feel the pills start to kick in as well you sigh as you hear your phone ringing you grab your phone from out of your pocket and you see that it's vinnie you take a second to decide if you should answer it and you do
Vinnie: hello
Y/n: hi vin are you okay
You say slurring your words a little
Vinnie: y/n are you drunk right now
Y/n: whattt noo
You say as you giggle
You can hear him stand up and grab his keys
Vinnie: yes you are y/n, where are you I'll come and get you
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Love ~ vinnie hacker
RomanceTW SH ED Anxiety Depression Suicide when a girl is in love with the famous Vinnie hacker. will she make it out alive or will the haters win, y/n has always suffered with her mental health she moved to la when she first started to take off on socia...