Xanax

437 2 0
                                    

                           TW: suicide, overdose

As you are emptying the pills out your phone starts to ring  you get it out of  your pocket and you see that its vinnie ringing you  you sigh and answer it realising this will be your last time hearing his voice

Y/n: hey
Vinnie: hey baby i just wanted to make sure your okay after last night
Y/n: im okay thank you vin
Vinnie: what happen to you head
He says as he looks at the cut
Y/n: oh i fell and hit my head but okay though
Vinnie: are you sure it looks pretty deep
Y/n: yeah its fine how's the streaming going
Viinie: its going really good im glad i can stream again I've gotten really good at this game valorant
Y/n: that's really good vin tell me about the game
He starts talking about the game and telling you everything about it and and how much he loves it and how better hes gotten since he started streaming you love how when he's talking about something he loves he always has a masive smile on his face you smile listening and watching him talking about it you both start talking about random things and about the past for about 1 hour

Viinnie : what are you doing today
Y/n: i think I might go and see my parents grave just to talk to them and then i might take a nap then i will go on a walk, what are you going to do today
Vinnie: that sounds good baby and im going to stream again tonight I promised my fans i would and then i think i will just hang out with hype and go and work on my cars
Y/n: that sounds really good vin
Vinnie: hey baby im going to go me and the boys are about to go to the gym

You sigh not wanting the conversation to end knowing it will be the last time you hear his voice

Y/n: okay vin i love you so much don't forget that
Vinnie looks at you with a slight confused look but doesn't think anything of it
Vinnie: i love you too my love
Y/n: bye vin
He smiles at the phone as he end the call

Tears start to stream down your face and you think about it what you are about to do You slam your phone down on the side as you slide the pills off the counter and into your hand you look to see how many pills there is and there's about 10 in Your hand you pour them i to your mouth washing them down with a glass of water once you have took all ten you slowly walk up stairs and go onto your room you lay down on your bed as you wit for the darkness to take over and it finally does


Vinnies pov

After he ends the call he goes down stairs to the boys

Thomas: vinnie what took you so long
Vinnie: yeah sorry i was on FaceTime to y/n
Thomas: oh how is she
vinnie: oh umm shes okay
Thomas: thats good are you ready to go now
Vinnie: yeah

Vinnie and the boys head to the gym once he gets there vinnie start with some weights after a bout 2 hours they call decide to go back to hype once they get there vinnie heads into his bathroom and takes a long warm shower he decides to make a thirst trap while he is in the showering he watches it a few times before he posts it

@vhacker

❤️7.9m likes
💬954.2k comments

@user1536: marry me😍
@user2566: are you and y/n still together
@vhacker: reply to user2566: yes we are together she is just taking a brake from social media
@user1763: you could so much better then y/n i mean look at her then look at you

After his shower he gets out and puts on a tank top and some grey sweat pants then he goes downstairs to the rest of hype

Jett: vinnie are you ready to go to the warehouse
Vinnie : uhh yeah let me just go and grab my phone
Jett: okay

Vinnie quickly runs upstairs and grab's his phone and texts you

My love🤍

Hey baby are you awake
Delivered at 5:21pm

Text me when you wake up
Delivered at 5:37pm

After that he goes back down stairs to Jett

Vinnie : you ready
Jett: yeah lets go

They both lave the house and get i to vinnies car and head to the warehouse once they get there they both go inside and work on the cars for a few hours until he get hungry so he decides to order some food

Vinnie: hey jett do you want anything food from Wendy's
Jett: ummm yes please
Vinnie: what do you want
Jett: can i get a chicken sandwich with fries and a coke please
Vinnie: okay

He orders his and jetts food while he waits for the food to be delivered he try's to text you again

My love🤍

Baby are you awake yet

I love you

Y/nnnnnnnn wake up

You tried to call my love🤍
You tried to call my love🤍
You tried to call my love🤍

Y/n your starting to worry me

Jett: vinnie whats wrong
Vinnie: oh its just y/n shes not answering me and she hasn't been coping very well since she got to new York yesterday after the funeral i called her and she drank 2 bottles of vodka and smoked a pack  of cigarettes in one go ...  i don't know Jett lm just worried about her
Jett: i know you are when dose she come back to la
Vinnie: uhh i think on Friday or Thursday
Jett: i think you should speak to her when she gets back shes going through a lot lately
Vinnie; yeah your probably right

He spends the next few hours working on his cars he still try's to text you and ring you but you still don't reply he's still really worried but the decides to try and ring you again tomorrow after he finishes working on his car he goes back to hype and streams for a while then he goes to bed

Love ~ vinnie hackerWhere stories live. Discover now