Love ~ vinnie hacker

ellianna

Y/n : hey mom hey dad I really miss you im sorry i never really came home to visit you if i had you would still be here auntie Sharon and uncle mike were right it is my fault your gone if it wasn't for me you would have never got in that taxi

Y/n: im so sorry Im so sorry 

You repeat as you keep crying

Y/n : I tried to come home to you both and it didn't work i cant do anything right mom i miss you so much its not the same without you here i just want to come home to you just one last time

You keep talking to them for the next few hours it's comforting to be able to get everything of your chest you look at your phone to check the time it's  8:35pm you decide its time to go home  

y/n: goodbye mom goodbye dad i promise ill come back and see you as much as a i can 

you grab all of your stuff and head back to your car once you get there you let out a big sigh you turn your car on and decide you should probably get something to eat its been over a week since you last ate and you feel really weak you put on your music and head to the grocery  store once you get there you head inside you cant decide on what to get you look around for a while and get the stuff to make a chicken salad one you get everything you need you head to the checkout as the cashier is scanning all of your items she looks up at you and her eyes go wide you start to feel a bit self conscious  

cashier: are you y/n from tiktok 

you force a smile 

y/n: yeah 

cashier: oh my god im a huge fan 

y/n: thank you so much that really means a lot , whats your name 

cashier: ellianna   

y/n: oh my god thats such a beautiful name 

ellianna: that really means a lot , are you okay you look really pale 

y/n: oh uhh yeah im okay i just feel a bit ill 

ellianna: oh okay i hope you feel better soon 

y/n: thank you, whats your tiktok ill follow you 

she smiles 

ellianna: its umm, its_ellianna_boo 

you get your phone out of your pocket and follow her back 

ellianna: thank you so much is it okay if i ahh get a photo with you 

y/n: yes of course

she passes you her phone and you take the photo of you both together one you have took it she has a masive smile on her face

ellianna: thank you so much and by the way you really don't deserve any of the hate you get your so kind

y/n: thank you ellianna that means a lot im going to get going now 

ellianna: okay have a good day it was amazing meeting you 

y/n: thank you for being so nice it was amazing meeting you too

 you smile at her and head back to your car  once you get there you let out a small sigh it was amazing meeting a fan but it made you anxiety go through the roof but you really enjoyed meeting her she was so sweet. you put some music on as you drive home once you get there got get your bags and head inside you head straight to the kitchen you grab a tray and put a chicken breast on it then you season it with all of your favourite seasonings then you put it in the oven and  get a bole and start preparing your food you chop the cucumber,tomatoes and lettuce you cut up the rest of the things you want to put in it then you wait for the chicken to finish cooking once it is you take it out of the oven and cut it up then you put it on top of your salad at you put a bit of mayo on top   

you sigh as you sit at the counter with your food in front of you, you slowly reach for your fork as you put a bit of your salad in it you take a deep breath as you bring it to your mouth you slowly put it in your mouth as your hands shake as you eat it trying to ignore the voices in your head 

do you know how many calories are in that , your going to gain so much weight you was doing so well you had finally started to loose weight  now your going to ruin it, how will you ever be pretty enough for vinnie if you start eating again , you cant do anything right how will anyone ever love you 

you sigh as tears are running down your face trying your best to eat the food  while ignoring the voices it takes about 45 minuets to eat it all you stand up taking your bole to the sink and washing it then putting it away you go to the fridge and grab a bottle of water  then you head upstairs and you change into some shorts and a oversized  hoodie then you get in bed and turn the TV on and go on Netflix and  put on YOU ,you love that show at the minuet after a episode your phone starts ringing you look at your phone and see its vinnie you accept the call as you quickly pause the show 

vinnie: hey baby 

y/n: hey vin 

vinnie: how was your day

y/n: it was okay , how was yours 

vinnie: it was good what did you do today

y/n: i went to my parents grave and spoke to them for a while it was good to get everything off my chest then i went to the grocery store and  got something to eat and as i was paying the cashier was a fan and i spoke to her for a while i followed her on tiktok then and took a photo with her she was so sweet i really enjoyed meeting her 

vinnie: aww baby that sounds amazing im glad you had a good time what did you get to eat 

y/n: i got the stuff to make a salad then what did you do today 

vinnie: that's so good im so proud of  you and i filmed a video with hype then i went to the gym and then i went skating with amen, jack, kio, Jordan, jayden and jett then later im going to b.o.a with hype for dinner 

y/n: that sounds really good im glad you've had a good time  

he smiles

vinnie: i did i havent been skating in so long i really missed it , what day are you coming back to la 

y/n: friday i will be landing at 5pm 

vinnie: oh okay i just wanted to make sure 

you both talk for the next hour or so until you get tired and vinnie has to leave and go for dinner 

vinnie: baby i have to go because i have to go and get dinner 

y/n: okay have a good time vin, im going to go to bed now anyway im really tired 

vinnie: okay goodnight baby ill ring you tomorow 

y/n: okay goodnight i love you 

vinnie: i love you too 

you end the call and put your phone on charge then you turn off your TV then you go to sleep