The Ghost Above Me (Gaster x Reader)

Chapter 31

Isn't the moon lovely?

You sighed.

Remembering the love of your life after dramatic events sure was something: you still had to get used to it.

You didn't even deny those memories: it was reality after all.

You were just a little bit angry towards Gaster, but at the same time you could understand him: if a person forgot about you, how would you treat them? You'd be more alert, of course.

And especially, you were feeling pity for him: even if you didn't remember him, he still cared for you from afar. An example of him caring was getting worried over you not reappearing from the Underground.

It was ripping your heart apart.

"He must have suffered a lot...and he still is suffering"

In that moment, you started feeling like an idiot for ending the call with Sans.

"I could have asked him to tell Gaster that I remembered...! Why did I end the call?!"

Oh yeah, you remembered why you ended the call: you were shocked, and were feeling uneasy.

You even shed some tears: you heart was sinking. You forgot about the love of your life after all.

But now it wasn't the time to cry: you had to do something if Gaster was so afraid of doing something wrong.

"The first thing I need to do now is find a way for Gaster to listen to me. Then I'll tell him that I remembered everything. But would he even listen to me in the first place? He always escapes from me after all. Do I really have to scream to him that I remembered like in those cheesy movies?" you thought.

A light bulb then lighted in your mind.

"I have to find a place where he couldn't escape from. That way he'll stay still and I'll have a nice talk with him" you said with a smile.

You prepared yourself to go out as you grabbed the knob of your door.

"Where would he be? The cave? That place holds a deep meaning to him, but...I have a weird feeling about it. He's not there now. And also, he could easily escape from the cave, just a snap of his fingers and whoosh, he's teleporting."

Where was he then? Where was your lovelybones?

You sighed again.

"I guess I'll have to think about it again when I'm at work. Something must be done at least, and I have Sans' help in case" you said, trying to reassure yourself.

Even so, you couldn't help but long for Gaster's touch and sweet words. And of course, he himself.

Some butterflies started flying in your stomach as you opened the door and went out.

"I guess I can walk for a while now. I need to clear my mind after all" you said.

Once you got downstairs though, you realised that you didn't know where to go.

That's when you remembered something.

"Do you want to go to the river after this? Just you and me?" he then asked, love in his eyes.