Clarity (A SANDRO MARCOS FANFICTION)

31. We

AIRI

Do you ever get that feeling where you feel there is something you wanted to do? The kind of "On the whim feeling." 

I had that a few seconds ago while sipping my cup of coffee here in the burger joint where Sandro and I used to come after our part-time jobs back when we were students.

I just had this idea. That what if I apply for a job in the Philippines and settle there to be with Sandro. It has been two years since our set up, that long distance thingy and I feel like I am missing him more every day. Magkaiba ang timezone namin. He comes here once a month or every two months because of his schedule in the congress.

But part of that on a whim decision was that wet fucking wet dream I had of him two nights ago. I woke up wet, needy and horny. I woke up calling him and good thing he was on a day off and I just had to release myself in front of him, moaning like a crazy wonton woman. Napaka useless naman kasi kung lalabasan ako tapos hindi niya makikita at hindi ko ipapakita. I love showing him that I need him physically and that I crave for him. He is my man.

Huminga ako ng malalim. Tangina. Malala na ata ako. Like fuck. Sandro mentioned to me the last time he came that he might run for a position in the congress. It dawned to me that what I have thought years ago is happening. About his responsibility in the future. I guess Sandro will always be Marcos no matter what.

My eyes looked up the tv monitor by the counter. There was a breaking news about some kind of disease spreading somewhere in China. Ngumuso ako. Is this a sign that I should follow my instincts, pack my bags and leave London for Philippines? For Sandro? For myself? I groaned. Napakahirap naman magdesisyon kapag kasama ang jowa. I mean, it's not really a requirement but Sandro includes me in his plans and I should too, right? Tell me I'm right.

I sighed to myself. Fuck.

"That was a fucking deep sigh. Are you okay, AJ?" Simon's voice interrupted me from my thoughts.

I looked up. He was standing in front of me with his pagod na mukha at tatlong layers na eye bags. Tangina. Sa kakakayod niya tumanda siya ng sampung taon. Wala pang jowa edi walang nagpapaligaya sa kanya. Dagdag tanda ng limang taon. Mukha na siyang senior citizen. Pwede na siyang kumuha ng ID.

"Tapos na shift mo?" I asked him.

He nodded and sat down on the chair in front of me. "Yeah. I'm so fucking tired."

"Same," I answered, rolling my eyes.

We both sighed at the same time. He was applying for the manager position that I had because I got promoted months ago to Assistant Manager position in the Events Department. That is why he is working hard these days to prove that he deserves the position.

"I'm planning to apply in a the Hilton branch in Manila." I told him.

Simon looked at me. "And?"

"I just want to tell you." I replied, shrugging my shoulders.

"Are you doing this for you or for Sandro? Because somehow I sense Sandro is part of that decision and I think it is not advisable, Airi." He said.

Ngumuso ako sa kanya. "Of course part ng plan si Sandro dahil may ten-year plan kami. Alangan naman hindi ko siya isama? Paano ang kaligayan ko? Paano ang dilig ko? Paano na ang lahat? Paano na kaya hindi sinasadaya." I exclaimed.

He made a face. "You are so fucking screwed Airi."

"Anong screwed pinagsasabi mo jan? I am so fucking masasarapan at madidiligan sa decision ko kamo." I hissed at him.

He rolled his eyes. "Be serious."

"I am serious Simon. I've never been this serious in my entire existence." I told him.

"Whatever."

"I know you'll miss me." I grinned at him.

"I won't so shut up." He mumbled.

Napaka-cold talaga ng senior na 'to. Bigyan ng sugar baby.

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SANDRO

I can't fucking focus on work.

Airi touching herself keeps on popping in my head and gives me a hard on. Every fucking time. She suddenly called me a week ago telling me about her weird dream and wanting to touch herself, telling me she couldn't help herself.

I said no but she was persistent and that I ended up watching her. It was fucking hot. I ended up touching myself in the bathroom after she called. I didn't tell her. A part of me was embarrassed and a part of me wasn't because she is my girlfriend and we have already done the nasty.

"Sandro."

Vinny's voice echoed inside my head. Yeah. He is here in the Philippines but he will be going back to Singapore later. It was just a quick vacation since he has his own job there.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"You okay?" He asked with a worried look on his face.

I nodded. We were here in our house in Forbes. I would be the one driving him later in the airport because our parents are in Ilocos Norte.

"I'm good. Just thinking about things." I told him.

He sat down on the space beside me here in the patio.

"How are things with you and your girlfriend? Airi was it?" He asked.

Simon told him about Airi and of course, Airi's admiration for him in which I think has passed by. She doesn't mention him to me anymore, unlike before.

"We're okay," I replied. In fact, so okay that she touched herself in front of me. But I am not gonna tell him that. I'm not a fucking asshole. I looked at him and smiled. "Let's not talk about me. What about you? How is your love life as corny as it sounded coming from me."

Vincent laughed wholeheartedly. "Well it's good. There is this woman na I like and I am planning to court her as soon as I get back in Singapore."

I smiled. "Is she from here?"

"Nah." He shook his head.

No offense but Vinny's type of women is always ibang lahi. I wonder if he will actually end up in the altar with a foreign. Like there was this time he wanted to run off with some Russian girl. So weird.

A smile formed on my lips when Airi's name popped up in my notification.

'Sandro. Do you know na kung mataas ang sex drive ng isang tao ay mas younger looking siya?' She messaged. I rolled my eyes. My fucking typical girlfriend.

I replied. 'No. Please don't tell me you're horny again.'

'Always naman akong horny for you eh'

I heard Vinny smirking beside me.

I stared at him.

"You really shouldn't turn the brightness of your phone on full maximum Sandro."

"Shut up." I mumbled.

"You know, I think ikaw ang unang magbibigay ng apo kina atty. Liza." He stated, grinning.

I rolled my eyes. "No it would be you." I replied.

He raised a brow. "Sa lagay na yan in denial ka?"

I made a face. "I'm sorry Vinny but we're practising safe sex," I paused. "Why am I even telling you?"

I ignored him and went back to my phone, lowering the brightness down.

'Don't you have work?' I asked Airi, changing the subject.

'Ang tanging trabaho ko ngayon ay paligayahin ka, Sandro'

'Please, Airi.'

'Are you turned on Sandwo? Do you want my hands inside your pants?'

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