If Im Not In Love

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Meredith wondered why things were so strange. One minute she was yelling at Derek as she leaned over the toilet, cursing at him because his mean child was making her sick and he was feeling fine. The next, she was sitting on his lap, like she was now, kissing him in between the bites of food he fed her. It was all very strange but Meredith wanted nothing more than to stay on his lap as they came down from the surgery high. It had been amazing, Derek had rocked and Meredith was still on cloud nine after holding the scalpel for part of it. They had rocked it, together and now they were even closer. "Stop you're going to get the soup all over my scrubs."

"One more bite..."

"I took a lot of bites..." Meredith frowned.

"Please..." Derek chuckled. "For me?"

"Fine." She sighed, opening her mouth slightly, just enough for Derek to slide the spoon in.

"Thank you." He whispered, kissing her lips softly before putting the cup of soup and spoon down on his desk.

"I think Christina thinks we're having sex."

"We usually are when we sneak off after surgery."

"Remember when we had sex in the stairwell?"

"Kind of hard to forget that." Derek smirked.

"Very hot."

"Want to do it again?"

"Eventually...after stripper pole night."

"Sorry I haven't had a chance to get that up." Derek sighed.

"With your mother going to stay a night or two with Mark and Lexie this weekend...."

"Hmm...I like the way you think."

"I bet you do." She giggled.

"One of the many reasons why I love you."

"There are a lot of reasons." She breathed, patting her stomach.

"Does the baby want more soup?"

"Mmm...no."

"Okay." Derek smiled, putting the top on the container from the cafeteria before kissing her cheek.

"Lets just stay like this.":

"We can spend all day tomorrow like this."

'With me on your lap?"

"Or in bed."

"We spent our last day off in bed."

"And it was a pretty good day." Derek laughed, rubbing circles on her back.

"If I hadn't been pregnant already...I would have gotten pregnant then."

"Hmm...I'd say that's a safe bet."

"A lot of naked."

"Tomorrow?"

'Well I don't know...not all day."

"Plans with your other boyfriend?"

"Yep."

"Oh okay." Derek laughed, taking a sip of his water.

"We're running away to Europe after you bang me against the dresser." Meredith teased.

"Have a safe trip."

"Oh I will."

"Bring me back a souvenir." Derek smirked.

"Okay." She pressed a soft kiss against his cheek.