𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 | jxdn x mgk

*thirty-two | "i love you"

🎸# [ ROCKSTAR ]

play the song!!

Colson and Jaden broke through the barrier. The door slammed against the wall and then slammed shut. Neither man fails to break the bond at their lips. Their hands ravish each other, gripping the clothes hung loosely on their, or the hair on their heads.

Colson pressed Jaden against the wall, hands on either side of his head. He's breathing well heavily, his lips are red and swollen, "Damn, Hossler," he breaths, "I need you in my bed now," he demanded.

Although, Jaden didn't make any effort to move, nor did Colson make any effort to move his hands that were incasing Jaden in.

Jaden looks at him in the eyes, smirking, "Then take me there," he winks.

Colson smirks and lifts the boy up by his thighs. Carrying him to the large bed centered in the room. Jaden is dropped on the pillow-soft mattress, the covers swallowing him up.

Colson trails sloppy wet kisses down from Jaden's lips to the neck peaking out his shirt. "Off?" He asked.

"Yes," Jaden confirms. The black cloth that was removed from his body then was attacked by wet lips pressing against his skin. The small hickeys being formed sent waves of blood from Jaden's head to his cock.

Colson is looking up at Jaden from his belt, "Is this okay?" Colson asked him, he thrives off consent.

Jaden nods, "Yes." He loves the fact that Colson is asking for consent. Something his older girlfriend never did.

Colson slowly, almost agonizingly slow, unbuckles Jaden's belt. He hears the metal clank on the floor, then a slight tug at his pants. Those are soon to be discarded to the floor and he's only left in his boxers.

"Colson," he says, "No more bullshit, just let me feel you," he hooks his finger in a loop of Colson's jeans.

He nods, not saying a word. Colson has never told Jaden this—or anyone—but he feels the most vulnerable when he's naked. He hated the way his body looked and even spent months trying to get it to look perfect.

He stands up slowly, facing Jaden, and beings to take his shirt off. Jaden watches his movements. He takes in how delicate Colson is being. From the last time to now, Jaden can see how different this is. Colson isn't rushing to get into a condom, he's taking his time.

They aren't sucking each other off to prepare one another, it's much different. The room isn't filled with lust like the previous times. It's filled with something different.

The feeling is palpable. Jaden could see it, soon to hear it, it makes him warm and giddy.

Colson trails his hands down to his pants and then removes them, undoing the small clasped buttons. He halts his movements, he looks over at Jaden and sees the glint in his eyes. He returns back to pulling his pants down.

Only being left in underwear, Colson could never feel better. He wonders if Jaden is feeling what he's feeling. He looks up from his feet and looks at Jaden in his eyes. He feels shy, seeing that Jaden is staring at him. He wraps his arms around his torso and blushes.

Jaden got up and unwrapped Colson's arms, "You're beautiful," he whispered. Colson's blush only deepened. He never had someone tell him that, well, when he was naked.

Jaden tugged on his arm, "Come on, fuck me," he whispered to him. With that Colson is back in his head, back in his game. He pushed Jaden on the bed, him being faced down. He grabs a condom and rolls it on.

"You sure you don't want prep?" He asks Jaden.

"No," he said, muffled by the sheets.

Colson nods and grabs the lube. He takes some on his hand and runs it over his dick. He wipes the remaining residue on Jaden's hole. He pushes his tip against the hole, then pushes himself in.

Jaden lets out a groan, "Fuck." Colson smiles and goes in and out slowly. He makes sure he isn't being too rough.

This time is different. The feelings, the movements, the atmosphere, everything was. Colson was being more tender, careful to not hurt Jaden. However, each other time wasn't intentional; hurting him.

Colson rolled his hips, "Shit."

Each man failed to contain the profanities and the groans with their lips. No one was home, and they didn't care if the neighbors heard them.

"God fuck."

"Holy shit—so tight."

"Harder, please."

Colson obeyed and made each thrust harder.

"I—HOLY FUCK," Jaden screamed. Colson had hit his spot. Jaden could never name what 'it ' was but he knew it felt good, he knew when Colson hit that spot his vision went white.

"Shit shit," Colson muttered. He knew he was close, and he could feel that Jaden was too.

"Please, Kells, touch me," Jaden begged.

"No. I wanna make you cum without touching you," Colson spoke.

Jaden nods slightly and lets himself enjoy the pleasure.

Colson's thrust gets sloppier, yet still applies the same amount of pressure.

"Holy—Jaden, fuck. I'm gonna cum," Colson says, breathily.

"Shit—me too," Jaden said.

"On three."

"One," Colson counts.

"T-two," Jaden sputters.

"Three," both groan at release. Colson fills the condom up with his warm liquid. Jaden shoots ropes of cum onto the sheets. Colson slowly pulls himself out, removes the condom, and falls next to Jaden. Both of their chests are rising and falling, trying to regain the air in their lungs.

"Shit. I love you," Jaden says. His brain isn't comprehending what his mouth is saying.

Colson perks up and looks over at Jaden, "You do?"

"Yeah I do," Jaden blushes. He finally realized what he said. "It's cool if you don't tho. I had just--" He gets cut off with Colson's lips on his.

This kiss is quicker, but nonetheless, passion-filled. Colson stops the kiss and looks at Jaden.

"Nonsense, I love you too. More than most things," he said. That's all Jaden needed to hear, nothing more. He was happy and content, and slightly sweaty.

But nothing beats being wrapped in a blanket, with your partner's arms around you. Ever.

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XAN'S OPINIONS |

and that concludes the books. it's not some big, dramatic ending, but it works.

anyways I'll see yall next week, once I have at least ten chapters written of the next book. see yall in the next one!!!

—Xan.