You and Me

Chapter 39

Waverly started to pull up to my parents drive way and I saw violet and Ivan waiting outside talking with Justin. God I just hope they didn't say anything that happened at lunch to him. I would not hear the end of it.

I got out of the car and took the teddy bear with me. I closed the door and turned around to see Ivan staring at me in a hurtful way. I knew he could tell I was crying because of my red eyes. I saw Justin looking at me and then at Ivan but we both just ignored him. "Um Waverly and Violet c'mon let's go inside... um you guys talk and I'll see you inside" he said and the three of them started to walk inside while me and Ivan just looked ta each other. Great Justin knows.

Ivan started to walk towards me and I just took a big breath and acted normal. "Hi" I said smiling at him. He rolled his eyes and started to shake his head. "Don't do that" he said and I just raised an eyebrow at him. "Don't do what?" I asked him. "Don't act like you're okay about this, don't act like nothing happened today. " he said and I just bowed my head to look at the teddy bear I was holding. "I love you and no one is going to change that, especially not my mother" he said and I looked at him. Tears welling my eyes. "I don't want to come in between you and your family Ivan" I said, exhaling a shuddered breath. He wiped the tear that had run down my cheek and pecked my lips. "You aren't, my mother is doing that, I don't know how but I love you more than what I thought was possible so please get it out of your head ok" he said and I just nodded.

He is the person for me. I know that I will never meet anyone like him. He is so kind and compassionate. He's always worrying about me. God I love this man with everything in me and it's terrifying because I know that the moment he decides to leave, I'm going to not be able to move on and I'll let myself fall down a hill I won't be able to climb back up.

We walked in and the doctor explained what had happened he told me the new routine my father has to follow and his new prescriptions. I walked into my parents bedroom to see my father in his bed laying there.

"Hi dad" I said to him and he looked at me. I started to wave the bear in font of my face and he started to chuckle. "The doctor said it wasn't something major but you still have to follow some new guidelines" I told him and I sat on the bed next to him. "Do you want me to stay here with you and sleep over?" I asked him. "No no honey you heard the doctor it's nothing go home with your guy, you know I didn't tell you this but... he's the one for you, he loves you even if he hasn't told you, and I can see you love him as well." he said and I started to cry. I leaned down and hugged him.

When we are young all we want to do is grow up and move away from our parents after an argument. But moments like the ones from today all I want is for my dad to hold me. He's the first man I ever loved. And even though it's not the same kind of love, he is so important to me. For him to say these things about Ivan and Me means a lot.

"Thank you dad" I said as I sniffled. He kissed my forehead and picked my head up. "Go home and rest, you aren't in the best condition either." he said and I chuckled. "I'm fine," I said. "Ok fine I didn't want to say this but. You annoy me child go home you look like a crazy lady" he said smiling causing me to smile. "I love you... so much dad" I said and he kissed my head. "Me too sweetheart, so much" he said. I got up and left the room.

I walked to the living room everyone was talking and laughing now that they know nothing major happened with my dad. They all looked at me. "Dads making me go home, he said and I quote 'you look like a crazy lady' . I'm not joking," I said laughing with everyone. My mom started to talk with Violet and Justin, Waverly, and Ivan approached me. "Wave told me what happened with the pills" he said looking at me crossing his arms. "Why didn't you tell me that those were the pills they gave you Lottie" he said and I just exhaled. "Tin Tin... I didn't want you to worry, I'm fine" I said.