Life changing moments

Chapter 76- Lisa's House

I woke after a long broken sleep to the sound of the doorbell, I looked at the eye hole to see the Tesco delivery man. I opened the door and took the groceries and gave him the money as I locked the door and turned to go into the kitchen I was stopped by the reflection in the mirror, a weak, broken girl what had I become? How has a person made me feel so bad? The bags under my eyes were red and puffy. As I put away the shopping the doorbell rang again. Maybe it was the Tesco man that he forgot to give me something but no it was Niall, I opened the door to a chirpy Niall.

"Niall I'm sorry I'm not in the mood for company today maybe tomorrow" I said about to close the door but it was stopped by a foot.

"No way I brought frozen and ben and Jerrys and we are going to watch it" he said in a serious tone making me laugh at him. "Ok fine" I said letting him in, he had a big smile on his face.

BRAD POV

After a long night of crying and panicked I had finally got home to Birmingham. I wanted to go straight to Jess's but maybe she was at one of the girls... Well at least I hoped. I put my stuff in the boot of the car and drove as fast as I could to Lisa's. I rang the doorbell impatiently. After what felt like 10 minutes. Lisa came to the door. "O my god your back... what happened to you" I ignored her and stormed through the house. "JESS, JESS" I shouted before going into the sit room to see the boys and Maddie sitting in there confused. "Where's Jess?" I said panicked. "Woo Brad slow down she was on holidays with you and your home early what happened? James said walking over to me.

I fell onto the couch and put my head in my hands and let out tears. "I fucked up" I said looking up at curious worried faces. After I told them the story they all looked kind of pissed at me. "Where is she now Brad" Maddie said standing up concerned. "I don't know" I said tears falling down my eyes. The 2 girls went upstairs to call Jess to see would she pick up the phone to them. "Guys what will I do I love her, It was a mistake I swear" I said and Tristan came over and hugged me. "We will try and help you but don't get your hopes up" Connor said rubbing my back.

"But guys you don't understand she used to self-harm herself and now she is home alone by herself maybe" the guys had their mouths open in shock and with fear.