Life changing moments

Chapter 19- love doesnt just disappear

At this moment I just wanted to go home I was sick of everyone here the only person I want here hates me and it'll never change by the looks of it. I sat in the booth sulking looking at the beautiful bracelet when I heard a familiar voice "hey" it was Brad. I was happy but nervous to see him. "Hey" I replied giving him a small smile. He came over and sat beside I could already feel the butterfly's in my stomach. "Brad I'm really sorry about the other night I swear nothing was going on with me and Niall. We were just talking and then he started leaning in and I just froze. I was about to push him away then you came." I looked in his eyes and I could see he was still upset. I sighed "Brad I like you way way too much to stop our friendship and your the only guy I wanna be with but...." I could see the twinkle in his eye. "I forgive you aswell and I'm sorry for not hearing you out and just assuming things I guess my feelings got the worst of me". He said smiling. We sat there for a few minutes not talking just sitting in silence when I felt Brad take hold of my hand and intertwine his fingers with mine. He turned to me "Jess I really like you and I have really strong feelings for you and I know you feel the same". He said grinning at me. "Brad I do have feelings for you too but we have to try and make them disappear. " I sighed and I saw his eyes turn glassy. "Jess trust me I've tried to make them disappear but I can't. You can't make feelings disappear. Why can't we be together your leaving me in the dark I can't try and move on without a reason?". He now took both my hands in his. I told him about my mom years ago what I told tris " and since then I promised my self I wouldn't date a famous person because Brad I don't wanna lose you and I'm scared I'll just be in such a happy place like on cloud 9 and then I'll just fall and get dropped.especially with your band growing bigger and bigger everyday and that means more fans and pretty girls I just can't put my self through that cause I can't protect myself from what I might do " Tears were running down my face. Brad grabbed my face and wiped away my tears. "Jess I would never hurt you and if I do I know we will get through it. Even if the band gets bigger and more fans you'll be by my side. And if you fall I'll catch you." With that he grabbed my face and kissed me. I froze but then softened into the kiss. It was amazing fireworks were in my eyes and butterfly's in my tummy. He pulled away. "So what do you say?"

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Awwwww cliffhanger