Life changing moments

Chapter 104 - Goodbye Birmingham, Goodbye Brad

It was now the day before I left for London and I was beginning to think that everything was going to work out. I got ready and decided to surprise Brad at his house. It was 2pm so I was guessing he was up. As I was walking I accidently banged it someone dropping my phone. I went down to pick it up and so did the other person.

"Sorry" I said looking up at the person and realising who the person was it was my Brad.

"Hi I was just on the way to your house to surprise you" I said smiling hugging him.

"I was doing the same" he said laughing. He kissed my temple.

"How about we go to the cinema" he said kissing my temple.

"I would love that "I said hugging him.

He placed his hand on my hip and pulled me closer to him.

When we arrived at the cinema he insisted on paying for everything even though I wanted to pay for something at least.

For the movie we sat at the back of the cinema and Brad pulled me onto his lap. I snuggled into his chest as the movie began.

During the movie I could feel Brad stare at me as he played with my hair. I got a bad feeling in my stomach I don't know what it was. I just forgot about it and decided to enjoy my last day with Brad.

The movie was over so we decided to walk through the Park down the street from my house. Ever since the movie Brad had been silent and I was getting worried he was never this quiet before.

"Brad what's wrong?" I said stopping in my tracks.

"I'm Sorry Jess" he said walking over to a nearby park bench. I quickly followed after him and sat next to him.

"Brad what do you mean?" I said feeling confused and worried. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest.

"The meeting yesterday. We are going to America again but for 3 months to work on the album and then we are going on tour with Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift. And I...I can't do this anymore" he said looking down at his fingers as if they were the most interesting ever.

"Brad what do you mean you can't do this anymore?" I said tears rimming my eyes.

"I can't do this anymore...us" he said still looking at his hands.

"Why? Why all of a sudden are you giving up on us? I said the tears were now falling.

"Long Distance won't work Jess and it will be too long apart. We are just going to drift apart it's just better if we do it now and save the hurt later on."

"Are you fucking serious Brad? You are the one who is hurting me? We won't drift apart unless you let it. I thought you loved me Brad"

"I'm Sorry Jess it's for the best. I do love you it's just not going to end well. I think it's time we ended it once and for all before we end up hating each other later on"

"I can't believe you acted normal with me today holding my hand, Kissing me, holding me like everything is wrong. Well Brad it's too late I already hate you. I can't believe you could do this to me. The past 4 months had been the best months of my life and now you just threw it away like that. Well I guess this is it Bradley Simpson. Thanks for breaking my heart and here have this stupid bracelet back." I said tears running down my eyes. I took off the Pandora bracelet he gave me for my birthday for the first time since and through it at him.

I couldn't even look at him, I began running home. I couldn't believe he had done this to me. I thought he loved me. It was official Brad had officially Broken my heart and by the sounds of it he didn't care. It was like my chest was tightening I could barely Breath. How could he just do that to me? I never felt so down before. The others were hardly going breaking up with Lisa and Maddie. I thought me and Brad were forever. We had gone through so much together but now. Maybe he only used me all this time. Maybe it was publicity to get fans talking and magazines to have gossip. I officially hated Bradley Will Simpson. I hated how he could make me feel like this and I hated how even though he said he broke my heart into a million pieces I still love him so much it hurts. I should have listened to my mom in the first place. The part that hurt was he would probably find someone better yet I will never find anyone like him. I decided to place all my boxes in my car to try and stop my car but turns out it didn't help if anything I was crying more. When I had all my boxes in and my few suitcases in and my car was completely full to the brim. I decided it was time for me to move on from Birmingham and its memories and it was time to make new memories in London. If it made me stop thinking of Brad then it needed to be done.

I went into the house and placed my last things in my handbag. I looked around my room it was completely empty except for the furniture.

I looked around the house that held all my childhood memories. I made sure everything was locked knowing no one would be in here for a while. I closed all the curtains and blinds and turned off the water in case of a leak. I then looked at the photo I left of my parents and me on the mantel piece. I decided to bring all the photo albums. In case anything happened to them. The whole house was so empty. The kitchen was bare as all food was thrown out. I made sure there was a pad lock on the gate into the back garden and that was it I locked the front door and left the key with our good friend and neighbour Kelly.

This was it I was leaving Birmingham with a broken heart all thanks to Bradley Will Simpson.

I decided to send out a tweet before I left saying:

Goodbye Birmingham time I moved on : /

Goodbye Birmingham, Goodbye Brad.

THE END

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