Secrets (COMPLETE)

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Rohws POV

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"Where the hell is that woman!" I gripped my head in frustration, sa lahat ng pwede nitong gawin ay mas napili pa nitong gawin akong tanga. She planned to tricked me and after that she left me na walang kaalam-alam na ako pala'y naloko na.

Hell! 3 years had passed at hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa nakikita ang babaeng 'yun. Talagang magaling talaga siyang magtago but I won't let her get away just like that knowing na ang laki ng kasalanan at utang nito sa akin.

I can still remember every detail lahat-lahat ay hindi nawawala sa aking isip mga bagay na kinagulantang ko at mga bagay na hinahanapan ko ngayon ng sagot and it gives me a hint na malapit na akong mabaliw.

Knowing that I won't get my answers, if I won't find the only person who can give me those answers, walang iba kundi si Zey.

That vixen who made me go crazy day after day, ang siyang makakasagot sa mga tanong na gumugulo sa utak ko at siya lang rin ang makakapuno ng pangangailangan ng aking emosyon na nararamdaman sa aking kalooban.

But where can I find her? Gano'n na lang ba kadali rito ang pagtakas sa akin? Ang pagtakas sa kasalanan nito? At sa pagtakas sa taong pinaglihiman nito?

Fuck!

"Hey hubby!" Napaangat ang aking mukha nang makarinig ako ng matinis na tili at sadyang dumagdag lang ang kunot sa aking noo nang makita ko ang bagong dating na panauhin.

"Vivianne," Walang buhay na sambit ko na kinanguso nito pero parang wala lang rito ang pag-upo sa harapang silya at tinitigan ang mga kuko nito na para bang pumunta lang ito mamasyal sa park at hindi man lang ako binigyan ng pansin.

"Alam mo Rohws ang sama na naman ng timpla mo, is this your way to greet your wife?" Sinamaan ko lamang ito ng tingin samantalang ito naman ay nginisihan lang ako.

"Why? May sinabi ba akong mali? Oh come on Rohws, hindi naman lagi na ako--"

"Fuck Vi, kilabutan ka nga we are already done with the act but you still giving me goosebumps." Natatawang kumuha ito ng sigarilyo sa loob ng bag nito at walang ano-ano'y sinindihan at humithit then she let the smoke fill my office and I hate that.

"Yeah right, pasalamat ka nga nailigtas kita. Kung hindi dahil sa akin baka naloko kana ng magaling mong ama pati na ang ama ko. I just hate the fact that I'm marrying a man like you, ang boring mo kaya." Umismid lamang ako, I actually wanted to wipe that smirk on her lips but I just stop myself because I can't hurt her, especially when I know that she is someone that is far from what others expect her to be.

"Vi, I don't need to thank you because in the first place alam natin na una pa lang hindi tayo pwede because you are married or should I say secretly married." She snorted and puffed on her cigarette. This woman has change hindi na tulad ng dati.

I always saw her as a charming innocent princess since we are young but now? She turned into someone I can't even believe she could. Maybe pain can really change someone and I truly believe that quote.

"My ring finger will see sunshine again. Can't you see? I'm not wearing a ring, the divorce paper is on process kaya lang that sick bastard is making it difficult. I just don't know why he kept on playing around yet he still want his name on mine. Ano 'yun he wanted me  to hide on his shadows? Or punish me for my whole life? Duh? I also need to get laid without guilt in my chest and if he can fuck other women without guilt then I'm not like him." Ewan ko kung ano ang kwento pero ang alam ko lang ay sila lang ang makakapagdesisyon kung aayusin pa ba nila o hindi na ang kanilang relasyon.