MY Yesterday and Forever

12 - Unforgettable

You're delirious over the feeling of having reached your climax on your first sex experience with the guy you love. Yoongi insisted that it's not just sex or fucking but making love. He loves you, the thought sends you to different level of euphoria. You just want time to stop and dwell on this moment. 

"You're quiet. Are you ok?" He asks you, his voice low and raspy. He takes you into his arms and you snuggle close to him, resting your head on his shoulder.

"Everything's great actually. I just don't want this night to end." You confess. 

"You need to go back home, they might be looking for you." He tells you, his hand roams at your back making you flinch as his fingers touch every sensitive area.

"I'm staying with you tonight. I don't know when would I get to see you again when I leave. Even if my dad threatens to cut my allowance and even my tuition, there are a lot of ways for me to get by."  You're ready to face anything right now, hell or high water, your Aunt Beth would always say.

"It's still not right. I don't want them to think badly of you." His eyebrows were knitted together as looks at you.

"No matter what you or I do, they'll start thinking of something bad about us anyway. Honestly, I don't care really. When I get home, I'll get a job and support myself. I'm not going to take my dad's money anymore.  Maybe I can save up some so I can go back here and see you." You know you're getting money from your mom's insurance when you reach twenty one. By then, you can perhaps move here and continue your studies.

He smiles. "Use the money to finish your studies."

"Don't you want to see me again?" You ask him, lifting your head up so you could see his face clearly. He meets your eyes and he he gives you a small smile. 

"Shit, there's nothing I would want more than to see you again. If I can keep you here with me to stop you from leaving, I'll do that too. But I'm not selfish, you need to chase after your own dreams too, contrary to what your Auntie thinks. " He brushed the stray hair from your face away before his forefinger traces the outline of your face. This is getting to be a habit of his with you.

"You want me to stay and keep me here with you?" You ask as your smile gets wider. Your mood was about to turn foul at the mention of Aunt Eunsil. But his words made you have a complete turn  as you feel butterflies at the pit of your stomach.  

"Yes, but as I've said, I am not that selfish." He taps your nose as he finished his sentence with a low chuckle.

"You're not going to be selfish if you let me do that. What if I stay and study here instead?"  You suggest.

"It's not as easy as it sounds, think about it." He sighs. 

You did start to think about everything and you realize Yoongi is right, it's not as easy as it sounds. You have to consider leaving your sister too and that you've already enrolled for the first semester in the university you're going to. You also have no idea what would it take for you to study here.  If you can't do it now, it's something you can do later on. You'll start researching when you get back home. 

"I see your pretty head is getting busy again." He buries his hand in your hair and pulls you closer to him so he could give a peck on your lips.

You dive back down for another one as soon as he pulls you back. You gently pull his lower lip with your teeth, nibbling on it with a low chuckle. Your hand clutches his cock that is slowly getting hard as you massage his length. 

"You're one crazy woman." He whispers when you let his lip go. He gasps as your hold on him gets tighter. "Y/N..." His teeth grinds together as your hand continues to work on him.