MY Yesterday and Forever

48 - Stubborn

"You what?" Kylee turns to you.

"Yes, I'm willing to do it." You reply as you set your chin stubbornly.

Your grandmother placed her hand over yours. "Child, you don't have to do that. But if you think that it is what would make you happy then I will not stop you. I like having you around, both of you." She tells you and your twin.

"But...but what about your job?" Kylee asks you, her eyes reflecting the panic she's feeling. The two of you always had been together and suddenly, you've decided to stay with your grandmother which means she'll be the one who'd be by herself.

You shrug. "I haven't figured out that part yet."

"What the f..." She stops herself from cursing because your grandmother was there. 

"You can teach English at the center. With my recommendation, they'll take you in for sure. It will not be a high paying job, but it will benefit a lot of elderly people. You can get recommended to tutor their grandchildren too. That will add more income for you." She says.  Your grandmother suddenly appears very excited, and her shoulders straightened up as a new energy comes to her over the fact that you'll be staying with her.

Your twin isn't as excited as your grandmother. When you and your twin were alone, Kylee continues to bombard you with questions about your sudden decision.

"What has gotten into you to suddenly decide that? We're supposed to talk about things like these first. You are supposed to think this through." She tells you obviously upset with your sudden decision. 

You shrug. "Grandma needs someone and I volunteered. Maybe eventually, uncle will convince her to finally move in with them. Don't worry Ky."

"Don't worry? It's a big 'maybe' Y/N. You and grandma are both stubborn. When you decide to do something, you refuse to budge and change your mind. What about me? I can't stay in the house by myself." Your sister tells you almost breaking out into tears.

"You have JK now." You remind her.

She wipes the tears that escape her eyes. "I know. But we've always been together. You need to at least give me a heads up about things like these. I've always had you next to me."

"We can always visit each other and call." You start to feel the sadness that your twin is feeling. You almost changed your mind. But you decide to stick with your decision anyway.  

Kyle scoffs.

"Is this about Yoongi? I know you love grandma and I love her too, but I am not jumping into any rash decision." Kylee continues.

"Honestly, he is not the main reason, but he is part of it." You look at your sister. "I hope you understand." You want to be close to him so that you can show him that you are dead serious about making your relationship work this time. He always has reminded you over and over how much he will always love you. Now it's your turn to show and tell him your feelings.

"I get it, you love him. When it comes to that guy, you just make crazy spontaneous decisions." Kylee said with resignation.

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You and your sister got an invite from Namjoon and Hoseok. They will treat you to dinner and then take you to a club that they own now. They even asked Kylee to take JK with her, he is still in the country because he is visiting his family too. He is more than happy to come because he got along with the two really well.

The restaurant served one of the most amazing local foods that you've ever tasted. The ambiance was just as great because it's pretty cozy and the workers were very friendly. Namjoon tells everyone that it's how everyone kept their privacy that made them keep on coming back.