Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 4

I'd been living in my bed for 2 days! I never wanted to leave! Every time I checked my phone all I saw was a shit ton of hate! I was about to throw my phone out a window I just couldn't stand it!

Ash?" Connor walked in "hey" I faked a smile as he sat on his side of the bed whilst I was laid on mine. "You know you can talk to me right?" He asked "I know boo" I held his hand "then why haven't you?" He held my hand back "what's, what's that mean?" I asked "I know you too well. You'll get a ton of hate, you'll bottle up how you feel, that making you feel worse and then next thing you know your in here for 2 days to 2 weeks. It's not healthy for you ashybear. If you express how you feel to begin with you wouldn't have to suffer the pain you are in now" Connor made a point "in that case, Connor can I talk to you please?" I asked "sure darling" he smiled as all I could hear were the others play fighting around the house "can we uh go outside where it's quiet?" I asked "of course. Here" he handed me one of his flannels that were sitting near us.

We got out the backyard and as soon as I was sure no one could see us from inside I hugged Connor like a koala and started crying.

"I love you boys and the band and everything all respect there but some of your fans are brutal! And I can't take it" I couldn't let go "I know babe. I know" he rubbed his arm up and down my back "between you and me; they're taking the fun out of being in a band" he said and I had to stop and look at him for a quick second "how?" I sniffed "I love being in the band to make music and others happy but when the people who have helped you get to where you are today hurt the person you're closest to it makes you feel terrible. And when I feel terrible I can make others happy so I'm not really accomplishing what I wanted to do in my life. I can't make others happy though music and I then doubt if I should even be in a band?" Connor explained "all this time I though 'Connor Ball: lives the life most can only dream' of but in reality you doubt yourself as well. I know it's not good to doubt yourself but if you can find flaws in your perfect life then does that mean I can find perfection in my flaw filled life?" I asked "you are the perfection in your flaw filled life ash. Having the best life ever doesn't make you perfect. Having gone through all the bullshit you have suffered for the past 17 years and still being able to get up everyday; now that's perfection" Connor smiled at me causing me to smile "you're the sweetest person I've ever met. Thank you for always making me feel like I'm worth something" I kept hugging him "cmon babe. Go wash up and we'll head out. Just you and I. We'll do whatever your heart desires" he pecked my lips before we headed inside.

I had a quick shower and threw on some ripped black jeans, black muscle tee and the white and black checked flannel Con lent me earlier. Then slipped a pair of hi top converse and met Connor downstairs.

"Ready my dear?" Con asked as I nodded and we were off.

Honestly I wanted to walk instead of drive so Con and I were currently walking hand in hand down the street.

"What are you doing?" I asked whilst giggling at him "what do you mean?" He asked "you're looking at me smiling" I told him "you just look so beautiful" he smiled again "you're too sweet. I'm so lucky to have you" I cuddled up to his side "nup you've got it wrong. I'm the lucky one who somehow managed to get you to agree to date me. I love you my princess" "and I love you mr Prince Charming" I smiled "stop it" he smiled at me "stop what?" "Stop being so beautiful and sweet. I can't handle it" he made me blush "I love you Connor" I kissed his cheek soon laying my head on his shoulder "I love you more Ashleigh" he kissed my nose.

We ended up at the mall not for anything particular really we just ended up here.

As we were walking through some store and I came across this super cute llama teddy bear and I was in love with it oh my god.

"Hey Connor look at this. It's a pink llama with a flower crown how cute?" I asked him "it's adorable I guess. You gonna buy it?" He asked "if love to but I don't have money to just go around buying stuff. All the money I get paid has to go towards bills or food" I told him "what if I brought the llama for you?" He asked "I couldn't ask you to do that" I honestly said to him "it's the least I can do. I mean you did get out of your bed for me even though you were miserable" "I'm serious Connor. You don't have to" I told him "I'm not taking no for an answer" he said going to pay for it. As he was his phone starting ringing so he handed it to me to answer.

"Hello" I said knowing it was his good aunt "hello. Ashleigh is that you?" She asked "yes. It's me. What's up?" I asked her "I was actually wondering if you'd be able to watch the twins for the next 3 days? I know it's a lot to ask at last minute but our babysitter just cancelled and no one else will watch them while Liam and I are in London" she explained "the boys and I would be happy to watch them. Feel free to bring them around any time" I told her "how's 5?" She asked "that's perfect. We'll see you then" I said as we hung up

"What was that about?" Connor asked "your aunt wants us to watch the twins for a few days. Her and Liam are going to London. She's gonna drop them off at 5" I caught him up on everything "awesome. Now here's your little llama" he handed me the stuffed animal "you didn't have to buy it for me" I hugged him "don't worry. It's wasn't even that much. I'd do anything for you" he hugged back.

Honestly pda wasn't a big deal for Connor and I. We felt as though if we love each other then we should be able to show it whenever with hugs or kisses. Screw what anyone else thought honestly.