Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 19

Everyone; meaning Connor, my mum, his mum and I, all spent the day at Connors family house. We weren't doing much just talking, it's not like we could do much with Connor being sick and that.

"So you two, I have to be a little protective so I gotta ask when and how did this happen?" My mum pointed to my belly "10 weeks ago in London. And how else does this happen? Does a fucking koala come from Australia and do a magic spell and poof there's a fetus in my belly?" I asked sarcastically with a bit of attitude mixed in "don't get lipy with me. Also don't swear its disgusting" my mum said "since when did lame strict mum come out?" I mumbled towards Connor.

It wasn't long until my mum and I got into a fight which was bound to happen at some point.

It was just me, Connor and my mum as his mum went to pick up Lewie from football training.

My mum was going on about how immature I am and how the baby wouldn't survive a week in my care and honestly I was almost in tears. As this was happening Connor kept trying to get me to just sit and calm down before it got bad but I wanted to prove that I could handle a child and I didn't want to back out and surrender!

"For once can you not say something bad or have doubts about something that I love?" I asked as my voice got quieter "what do you mean?" She asked "when I cut my hair like this you kept saying how shit it looked when I loved it, then again with the random colours. You told me I was stupid to be in love with Connor and you had doubts about him only because you didn't like him! Now you're saying it was a mistake to get pregnant?" I asked "I thought your hair looked good as it was. Dying you're hair bright colours just seems stupid and I didn't want jerks on the street to say something rude to you about it. I still don't think you and Connor will last forever and you're too young to have a child" she gave her input. "Forget my hair. You don't think Connor and I will last? We love each other! We've been through everything with each other ever since we were in kindergarten! We've lasted 14 years together! We love each other enough to decide that we wanted to start a family! I'm 18 and he's 19. There are much younger couples having children right now. If all you're going to do whilst you're out of hospital is criticize the people I love then forget about me and see Nat or Brad. Not like that'll be hard for you though" I said "Ashleigh! Please just stop! Its going to get worse" Connor said holding onto my hand "what do you mean it won't be hard?" Mum asked blindsided "all my life I've been neglected by the family. When I was 3 I was pushed away from my older siblings to live alone with a dick of a father, you've always called Brad or Nat when something was wrong when in hospital. You never doubt the things they love. Brad wanted to be a singer so you let him upload videos online, I wanted to and you told me I was wasting my time. I've always been the neglected child and it isn't fun! Just admit you love those two way more then you love me!" I felt my eyes get hot from tears trying to escape "fine! I love those two more! But only because they don't go behind my back and do stupid things without telling me first" she said walking out.

"It's okay darling" Connor held me in his arms "I can't win with her. She always tells me I need to act my age and when I try to take responsibility in my life she tells me that I'm too young to make my own decisions!" I cried into his chest "it's okay. Don't worry about what she says. If it makes you feel any better I'll always support your decisions no matter what. I love you" he smiled "I love you too. It does mean a lot that you'll support my decisions but my mother has always been against everything I like" I cuddled up to him as his mum and brother walked in.

"Where's your mum?" Kelly asked "I don't know. She left like 3 minutes ago" I wiped my eyes "what's wrong?" She asked as Connor went upstairs with Lewie.

"So your mum thinks you shouldn't be having a child?" She asked "not only that she was going on about how Con and I wouldn't last and we'd be over before we knew it" I was in tears "are you really upset about those two things in particular or is there more to it?" She asked "I've always been the left out child. I've done lots of stuff to get my mum to notice me and she just goes and hates on it. When she found out I was putting videos on YouTube the other month she had a go at me saying I need to grow up and find a better job and move on with life and now I'm moving on with life having a child with the guy I love and she's telling me I'm an idiot and that I'm too young" I cried "I can't tell you much on how she feels since I've only got experience with boys but with what I've figured out by having you as what I'd like to say 'daughter figure' for so long you are responsible, you aren't a little kid anymore and you are capable of so much. I've watched you grow from a little 4 year old to a beautiful 18 year old and I can tell you that those 14 years have really impacted on you. You've learnt how to live alone without parents by your side yet you're still trying hard to be noticed by your mum. Honestly I think you should give up trying to impress her. She hasn't been here to see you go from a really sad depressed girl who hurt herself to the stunning young women who finally has her life sorted out and in my opinion she cannot go around judging the things you do without knowing the path you've been on trying to find happiness in your life" cons mum said "you've always been the mother I've needed in my life. Thank you so much. I still don't understand why she focuses so much on Brad and Nat and not at all on me" I said "that I cannot answer sweet. I'm sure she loves you a ton though" she said "you're the best mum anyone could honestly ask for. Thank you for treating me like your own"