Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 23

It was about 7 and the boys were all leaving now!

"Bye Princess. I'll probably see you in the morning" Connor told me "why the morning? What time will you be back?" I asked "I don't know but knowing you as soon as it hits 10 and you're allowed to sleep you will!" He laughed at me "oh shut up! I have an excuse now!" I told him laughing "I love you" he looked into my eyes smiling "I love you too" I copied what he was doing.

We were talking for a minute before everyone else came downstairs ready to leave.

"Before you go, don't go making out with any girls" I joked whilst being a tad serious "don't tell me what to do" he joked back "just a little warning, if I find out you were with another girl, making out or flirting or whatever, I will cut your lips off" I smirked "and why would I cheat on you? You're the only girl I need. Wait I also need my mum but that's beside the point" he caused me to laugh with him "what is it that I see in you?" I shook my head laughing.

The boys left and it was just us girls which was really nice!

"So, there's just over a month until you find out the genders of the twins! Are you excited?" Shelly smiled "Of course I am! I just can't believe I'm a third of the way through already. It's been easier then I expected so far" I admitted "And how do you feel now that Connor's back from tour?" Aurora questioned "it's literally the best thing ever. I feel terrible that they stopped the tour because of me, for the second time, but you know. It's super sweet" I smiled "hold up. You're a third of the way pregnant, your boyfriend just came back from tour and you're okay with him going out for the night?" Chloe was confused. "I know it sounds really stupid. He can do what he wants to do and I'm perfectly okay with that. And besides I figured that the later it gets and the closer it gets to me being able to sleep I can actually sleep instead of having our lot plus the tide boys over being real loud and everything" I explained "but don't you think he should be home with you while your pregnant?" Aurora asked "yes, but it's not like he's going out every night. He's just come off a busy week and he needs time to himself with the boys to get their heads back together. Besides he's always here with me anyway and I guarantee as soon as the twins are born he's never gonna let them out of his sight and he'll be here" I defended him "we're just saying if it were us then we'd want the babies father to actually be here and not off partying with his friends all the time" Shelly said and the door bell rang before I could get a word in.

"What are you doing here at 7:30?" I asked my mum as I let her in "I know it's late. I'm sorry. I just wanted to see if you were okay and all" she said "yeh I'm fine. I mean I'm as good as I can be I guess" I said "that's good to hear. Where are the boys?" She asked and I could see the other girls raise an eyebrow at me knowing my mum was going to have her say. "They're out" I said "even Connor? When are they coming back?" She questioned "yes even Connor and I don't know. Whenever they feel like it" I said "he does know that you just got out of hospital and you're carrying his twins right? The least he can do is stay in with you" mum said "we agreed on this earlier. He could go out with a few friends to get himself out of tour mode and I stay at home and relax after the week I've had without the boys annoying me" I raised my voice a tad "I never liked this about him. He goes and does whatever he wants and forgets about you. You deserve better Ashleigh. I don't see why you agreed to marry him and now you're carrying his children. You two probably won't even last. Especially if he's out all the time" she mouthed off and I lost it.

"I'm sorry but I'm not just gonna sit here and listen to you mouth off about my boyfriend like that. I love Connor to the moon and back times a billion and I know he feels the same way towards me. Just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean he has to give up doing what he wants! Besides its not as if I didn't know this was happening. He came up to me and asked if it was okay. He knew there was a chance I could've said no but after the week he's had its probably good for him to just hang out with friends and no fans. There will be days where I need him to stay with me all day because I feel sick and whatever but tonight isn't one of them. You think because I just came out of hospital from stress caused by the pregnancy that he's gonna be here. No. I don't need him here. I need to be relaxing while reading or watching a movie or whatever but instead I'm trying to stick up for the things my boyfriend and I do. We're not like you guys with your relationships. We will do things differently and you need to understand that. We're old enough to take control of our own lives! If we weren't do you really think I'd be carrying twins right now? You're my best friends for crying out loud. All I ask from you is to accept the things we do and not judge my decisions. I don't judge the things you do. And mum! All I ask from you is that you accept the fact that Connor and I love each other and as much as I might need him he's still aloud to do what he wants. I'm done with everyone questioning an trying to correct our relationship" I ran upstairs into our room.

I must admit I did pick up a razor. But as soon as it touched my arm and I looked down I saw the bracelet Connor gave me then realized we actually were having twins and we are engaged and just how if I end my life then I'm ending the life of our babies and I'd never get to walk down the isle and become Connors wife.

It's something I don't want to miss.

Even when he's not with me, Connor always knows how to help me.