Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 31

"Ashleigh. Can we come in?" I heard Tristan's voice "I'm not even going to try and deny- whatever" I said and Tristan, Aurora and Connor came in

"What's wrong?" They all asked sitting on the bed with me "everything" I mumbled "I just don't understand why you guys like me. Especially you" I said to Connor "that's the thing. I don't like you. I love you" Connor said "causing me to smile "still. I don't understand it. I'm literally full of flaws. There's barely anything actually good about me. I don't get it!" I said "what are you talking about? You're amazing" Aurora said "I agree. You're beautiful, funny, sweet, you have the cutest smile, I could literally go on all day about how amazing you are but my point is you do have flaws but you also have amazing qualities. I love you because you don't care about your flaws! You're proud of all of them. You're just tired princess" Connor said "but the fans are right. I am fat, I'm not the prettiest person, you're wayy too good for me. I could go on forever" I admitted "Ashleigh. Don't listen to them. You're not fat and you're the most beautiful girl I know. If anything you're wayy too good for me. I love you princess" Connor kissed my cheek "it's true. Connor should feel lucky to be with someone as amazing as you" Tristan said "trust me I do" Connor said "I love you" I cuddled up to Connor "trust me. The feelings mutual. I love you ash" he said.

It wasn't long later until Connor and I decided to go to bed as it was getting quite late.

"You look really pretty" Connor said as I had just come back from washing off all my makeup and taking out my extensions "you're just saying that" I said putting my hair in a pony tail with my fringe still out. "Cmon you know I'm not. You look stunning. Seriously" he said "but I look like a dead cow" I smirked "never! You look beautiful. Just accept the compliment" he hugged me "you're so sweet" I giggled "I love you princess" he looked into my eyes "I love you too Boo" I looked into his soon feeling myself blush.

We had both been laid in bed talking about the most random of stuff.

"Do you think we'll be good parents?" I asked "most of the time, probably" he laughed "I'm serious"I laughed back "well what do you think?" He asked me "I don't know. I mean I think we're capable of it but then again it might be hard" I admitted "of course it's going to be hard. But that's life" "but I feel like it'll be extra hard; you on tour, still living with the others, then there's the fact we're still quite young but I think we'll figure it out" I truthfully said "I promise you won't be suck alone to take care of the twins. I'll be by your side when ever you need" Connor kissed my nose.

The next morning Connor and I woke up to Natalie jumping on our bed

"Who let you inside the house?" I asked "I have a key you idiot. Now get up and get ready so we can go see mum" she was over enthusiastic for this time of day "but I want sleep" I groaned "cmon
hurry up and get out of bed you two lazy asses!" She said and eventually, we got up.

I threw on some black sweatpants, Connor's old maroon Harry Potter shirt and I was practically ready.

I didn't bother doing my hair since I honestly couldn't be bothered at the moment and so it was still up in the same pony tail as last night.

"Are you feeling okay?" Connor asked as we were half way to London "no. I feel sick as fuck in cars to begin with but being pregnant really isn't helping!" I laid my head on his shoulder "it's going to be okay ash" Connor Put an arm around my shoulder pulling me close to him.

We got to the hospital in London and syncs mum was out in another part with doctors or whatever we all had to wait in her room for her

"I'm so scared. She looked really hurt on the news. I just hope she's okay" I was almost in tears "I'm sure she's gonna fine" Bradley sat on one side of me as Connor was on the other side of me "you never know" nat said "cmon stop being such a downer. She's gonna be fine" Brad said as a nurse walked in "before we bring mrs Simpson back in we must warn you that she has some miner mental issues and if she tries to do anything please call us immediately!" She sternly said and my whole mind went blank at this point trying to comprehend what she was saying.

"Mum" everyone smiled as she was being pushed into the room on her bed via some nurses. "Hey guys. You didn't have to come all this way to see me" she said "trust me, it doesn't bother us".

The whole time we were here I was trying to think. How is she mental? What was it she was going to do? I couldn't let it go no matter how much I tried! Until finally I got it!

"Well goodbye guys" she said as we had to leave "bye mum. We'll one see you next week" I said to her "don't bother. I probably won't be here" she said "what do you mean? You've got a broken spine- you can't leave this early" I said "that's not what I meant" she said "then what did you mean?" I asked "no ash. We have to go" Bradley said quickly pushing me out of the room and I new he understood what mum said but I couldn't.

"What did she mean she's probably not going to be there?" I asked Connor in the car ride home "I'm sure it was nothing" he said "are you sure? I don't understand what she meant" I said "Ashleigh. Please just leave it alone. She's okay" Bradley snapped from nowhere "you clearly know something Brad. Why won't you just tell me?" I asked "just trust me, don't worry about it" he sternly said "wow I'm sorry for actually caring about my mum" I quietly said still loud enough for him to hear me "fine you wanna know? She meant it as in she was going to kill herself. And soon. Hence why she said not to bother coming in next week! Happy?" He snapped "oh my god! What is wrong with you? All I want is to be apart of something for once! It's always you and Natalie against me! It's been like this since I was 3! I don't want it to continue! I just want you to understand that I'm 18 not 8! You don't have to sugar coat what's happening with mum! I understand! Of course it's terrible hearing that something wrong with her but it's even worse when I find out at least a week after everyone else!" I snapped at him "look Ashleigh. I'm sorry. I never mean to hurt you and you know that! Don't take this the wrong way but you're an extremely sensitive person. Sometimes it toes a while to explain something to you because we're trying to think of a way to actually say it. You know I don't think of you as an 8 year old. Trust me I am well aware you're 18. There's just sometimes I wish you weren't 18 as I miss my baby sister. I'm sorry for hurting you Ash. I really didn't mean it" he apologized "what do you mean you miss your baby sister?" I asked "I miss the days before you hurt yourself to make others happy. Before you knew what a boyfriend was. When you believed that you could grow up to be a Disney princess. I miss her sometimes" he admitted "don't take this the wrong way but You saw me from age 0-3 then 13-18. Most of that time I did hurt myself to make others happy - you just never knew about it. That's the only me you really know" I told him "sadly I know. I really miss my baby sister though" he said "well stop. Cause she's always gonna be here Brad" I smiled.

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Sorry for not being in im super sick at the moment so updates might be quite slow but as soon as I'm better they'll be back to the normal 1 every two days - sorry guys cxx ilysm