It had been 3 days since I've been home and this was it. I was finally going back.
I stood at least a foot away from the door thinking. Will he still like me? Will any of them? What if they don't?
I finally got the guts to knock.
Luckily Tristan had opened it.
"Ash. Babe what are you doing?" He asked quietly "Tristan can I talk to you out here for a second?" I asked and he walked out shutting the door behind him.
"No matter what I do will you still love me?" I asked "of corse. You are my little baby sister" he kissed my cheek "and your my big goofy brother. I actually think your more of a brother to me then my real brother" I hugged him "Ash. Let's get you inside your feeling really cold. Where have you been living?" He asked "at a shelter" I said and he hugged me "don't run away ever again" he says and I smile "I won't" as we walked inside.
Tristan sent me up to my room to get a good sleep and I could've agreed more.
I soon heard some doors slam shut which must have meant brad was home from Natalie's. The others told me he was at nats.
I walked out of my room covered in a blanket and as soon as brad saw me he ran straight up stairs tackling me in a hug.
Later that days the boys had a meet and greet in the local mall and I decided to go with them.
"Hey con. Guess what" I said looking up at him "what, my love?" He asked "I love you" I said as he kissed me and I heard a bunch of fans awe.
We were currently standing in front of 3.5 thousand fans flirting.
The guys had almost finished when this girl walked over to Connor, who was a few meters away from brad and I as we were talking.
"Brad. That's her. That's the girl who bullied me. She's over there next to Connor" I said and now that brad understood what happened he understood why I was so jittery. She walked up and kissed him and they started flirting until she spotted me!
As soon as she saw my face I ran.
I soon stopped to find myself having a panic attack. I couldn't breath properly, I was sweating like crazy and I had heart burn. I made sure I was a good distance away from everyone and I couldn't help anything.
Brad and Tristan soon found me and ran straight over to my side.
I'm guessing brad told Tristan because he understood quite a lot.
They both calmed me down and I explained a bit what happened and how scared I felt then soon enough Connor and James showed up.
"Leave me alone" I said to Connor crying into brads shoulder "what did I do?" He asked "you know what you did Connor" I said and he walked away with Tristan following and James took Tristan's spot.
"What happened?" James asked.
Of corse I explain to him what happened and all that jazz when Connor walks over "Ashleigh. Please just let me explain. I'm sorry" he pled "why should I Connor? You were the only one I showed pictures of the bitches to. Yet you still flirted with the biggest bitch of them all.
You know how I get panic attacks with stuff like seeing the person who almost killed me. Yet you still stayed with her" I said almost in tears standing up so I was face to face with Connor "I'm sorry. Please ash let me explain" he begged "no, I'm sorry. Connor I love you but I just can't right now. I'm going to Natalie's house. I'll be home before 8" I said that last part mainly to Bradley.
I caught the bus to Natalie's since she lived like 20 minutes away from the mall.
I was sitting on the bus minding my own business when a guy sat next to me.
The bus was freakin empty except for me and an old couple and the guy chooses to sit with me?
"Hey pretty one. I've seen you on the internet and I think your really talented. The names Jason" he said and I almost fainted "no. Please no" I said panicking.
THAT WAS JASON!!! JASON AS IN THE ONE WHO RAPED ME!!!!
COULD THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE?
I looked at him "please leave me alone. I am not in the mood to talk to anyone" I said "aw babe what's going on?" He asked "I am I. Boyfriend. Me. Fight" I couldn't speak properly now as he got closer and closer.
2 panic attacks. 1 day??? Today really wasn't my day!!
"Ashleigh. Babe. Don't get scared I just want to be friends" he said getting closer and closer to me whispering in my ear "my. Stop. Here" I found the guys to push him away getting off.
Best thing was Nat's house was right near this bus stop. Like 3 houses down.
I ran off and to her house and I couldn't help but to cry.
"Ash!" She hugged me as she opened the door.
It took me about 5 minutes to get over the attack but when I did Natalie tackled me with questions.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Why are you having a panic attack? Who hurt you? Was it brad? What did he do? Are you ok?" She asked "it wasn't Bradley. It was Connor. We were at the mall and this girl who almost killed me ages ago was there for the vamps meet and greet and she went straight to Connor and they started flirting and of corse as soon as she saw me I had a mini panic attack and then Connor saw me but didn't do anything. Then just before on the bus Jason sat next to me and gave me another panic attack and I just want to curl up and cry" I said "don't say that. Ashleigh. Did Bradley do anything?" She asked.
She was really good with making sure I was in proper care with Brad.
"He came and helped me" I said "I love you darling. But why didn't you go home. That's normally the first place you go" she made a point "it doesn't help the boys m&g is soon over and they all actually live with us now" I said "did you want to stay the night here. Your more then welcome to" she offered "are you sure?" I asked "positive! Only thing is my boyfriend is coming over to night" she said "are you sure you want me over? If your boyfriend is coming. You want to be alone" I said "don't worry about it" she said "unless your uncomfortable with it then I'll cancel" she said "no no no. It's perfectly fine. I'm just going upstairs to call Bradley" I walked upstairs.
"Brad" I said as he picked up "Ashleigh. Are you ok? I'm so sorry with what happened! Are you alright?" He asked "I'm fine thank you brad but I am gonna stay with natty tonight. I can't stand Connor at the moment" I said "just gonna leave me alone? The guys are going go their houses for the next few nights and I'm at home alone. Thanks" he said sarcastically "come over to nats I'm sure she wouldn't mind. Pweese" I asked "ok I'll come over but can I talk to her for a sec?" He asked.
After a while Natalie's boyfriend showed up "ashbabe! Can you get that?" She yelled so I, in my sweatpants and random tee, opened the door. "Hey! You must be Natalie's boyfriend. Come in" I said as he entered "hey. Are you one of nats friends?" He asked "sorta. I'm her younger sister" I said "oh yeh. I've heard a lot about you. Ashleigh right?" He asked "correct" I said "Nat told me you were very pretty but she never told me you were stunning. You two look alike a bit" he pointed out "aw thanks" I said as Nat walked down "sorry had to pee" she said and my phone rang singing one directions story of my life.
"What?" I asked as I picked up the phone that read CONDORA on it "have you been on twitter lately?" He asked "no, why?" I asked annoyed "just go on there and look at the hashtags. First one" Connor hung up.
I went on twitter and saw the hashtag. #conleighbreakup and the one under it saying #breakupconleigh. I read the tweets and everyone was talking about our little fight today and how we should break up.
It wasn't long until Bradley showed up. With Connor.

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