Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 3

Since I was still feeling a little down about mum and what nat told me last night Connor decided to let me help him dye his hair!

He was planning on dying his hair full brown for a while and I loved dying hair as it made me feel happy so he agreed to let me help him as long as he could help me dye mine!

We were playing around more then we were dying hair! It was actually very fun.

As we were waiting for Connors hair dye to settle in we were just sitting on the couch watching tv

"Connor. I think we should tell your fans" I randomly said looking at Con "are you sure?" He asked knowing what I was on about "I think I can handle the hate they try to throw at me. I don't think it'll bother me that much honestly. As long as I know you love me and you'll be there for me I should be fine" I told him "then let's tell them" he held my hand going on Twitter.

We planned this cute little way to tell everyone!!

'Hey guys x I know I'm a little late and I've been busy but how was your Christmas? What did you get?' He tweeted out soon getting a billion replies! We were looking through for the first one who asked him what he got, which was a little hard within some of the spam people replied with. '@.vampette69 I got the best thing anyone could ask for. A beautiful girl who's promised to be mine forever 💞💞' then he attached a picture of me attempting to block out my face since I hated the way I looked so of corse I would. It just so happens that you could see the ring in the photo though.

After Connor tweeted it our twitters went crazy!!

After a few hours once we'd both finished dying our hair and all that we were just sitting on Twitter watching everyone still freak out over the news.

"Look at this. We're trending!" I freaked out! "And for once it's not about us fighting or something bad. It's good news!" I was overly excited.

As I was freaking out about trending for a good reason, Tris, Aurora, Shelly and James all walked in. Brad and Chloe were downstairs watching a movie or something?

"What the hell ash? You look like a tomato" Shelly joked around "a pretty sexy tomato if I do say so my self" I joked back "I like it. It's new, it's different, it suits you" Aurora said "at least someone's being nice about it" I said to Shelly jokingly "I never said it doesn't look good. But I am saying I am now calling you tomato head" she laughed as they all sat down with Connor and I. "Why the fuck are you two douches taking over my timeline on Twitter?!" Tristan complained "because we're better then you'll ever be" Connor said to him.

It soon started to get late and the girls were helping me find some clothes to wear as I had an interview in like an hour! ((Outfit above))

I always felt super nervous before interviews since they always asked about the boys fans and stuff. And just to make this 10x better, it was live and you could tweet in questions so if I read a few hurtful hate comments I could embarrass myself in front of everyone by breaking down and crying!

"Hey guys! Hannah here" man I hated that name. It brought back the worst memories ever! "And today I'm here with Ashleigh-Rose current youtuber and former solo singer. Remember to tweet in your questions for Ashleigh to the hashtag HannahInterviewsAsh to get your question answered tonight! Now Ashleigh. I see you've died your hair! Why red?" She asked "I don't know. I was shopping the other day and saw manic panic being sold for half price and since my purple was fading I just got a random color and hoped it looked alright" I admitted "you're like a tomato now" she laughed "oh god no. My friends were calling me a tomato once they saw me and I don't think it's gonna be forgotten" I laughed "haha. We just got a tweet in from your brother saying he'd be happy to stop calling you a tomato and start calling you a baboon butt" Hannah said "of course Bradley had to say that the little git! I think id rather be a tomato. Connor even saved me in his phone as 'my little tomato' which was cute" I smiled "oh yes. You and Connor had announced some amazing news today! Is there any plans for a wedding coming up soon? What can you tell us?" She asked "look. We're both quite young so I don't think there will be much talk of a wedding anytime soon. It's not anything we've been talking about at least so I don't know" I admitted.

We soon went to fan questions.

"Ashleigh my names Tanya and I'm suffering through depression. I can't stop cutting & I want to die but I'm scared to at the same time. What do I do?" Hannah read out "Tanya. I know everyone says this but it gets better if you try. I've been through what your going through in fact I have tried to kill myself which caused me to be put in hospital to get my stomach pumped after taking too many pills. I had been put in a mental asylum for 2 weeks at one point because they all saw me as a threat to myself. What I'm getting at is I know it's hard to stop cutting; I found it easier to stop once I met Alex from all time low and I actually gave him my razor to get rid of it for me. So what you should do is find someone who means the world to you and give them your blade. If you know that some youtuber or singer or band that's making you feel happy has taken the thing making you feel shit then trust me it makes you feel much better. But please stop babe. I don't want to loose any of my fans cause you guys are my family" I smiled. "That was good advise. How do you feel about the fact that some of your fans actually do this stuff to themselves?" Hannah asked "it's the worst thing ever. I understand the pain they're going through and I don't want anyone to do that to themselves! Especially my little Rebels" I answered.

After the interview I got home and the first thing the boys said was 'you never told us you had been taken to a mental asylum'. So I sat down and explained it to them.

"I've never told anyone! I didn't even mean to. You boys were in America for something. Mum was in hopak yak and Natalie thought o was at a friends. The doctors had saw all my cuts and made me stay a little longer in hospital after they pumped my stomach from the pills and when you leave after that they make you do an evaluation before you go home at the mental asylum but they didn't for me. They just put me in since they thought I was actually going to kill myself. I honestly never meant for anyone to know this" I almost started crying "ash. Don't worry about it. I promise everything will be okay" Bradley assured me "I know I just. I will be upstairs if anyone needs me" I stood up "please come up in a second" I whispered to Connor then I walked upstairs.

Connor, not long later, entered our room sitting next to me on our bed.

"Babe. Are you ok?" He asked holding my hand "no. I never wanted anyone to know that. It may seem as though it's not a big deal to you but to me that was my secret. I felt ashamed of it so I never wanted to tell anyone. Now everyone knows. I was so ashamed I couldn't tell you. I'm sorry" I looked down in sorrow "Ashleigh. Don't worry about it, everyone may know your secret but that's just another reminder that you're a strong girl. You can do anything. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise" he hugged me. And that made me feel a little better. Being in the arms on Connor made all my problems disappear while I was in his arms which made me feel happy.