Chapter 40

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A/N : okay guys this is my 100th chapter on this book ! Thank you to everyone who reads BLS but especially to the people who have been reading since chapter 1 I love you guys so much ! Thank you

NOTE: this is possibly going to be a long chapter !!!!

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Not much had really been happening lately. I mean the boys have recorded a few songs, I was constantly feeling sick asf and that was it. I didn't care about any of the hate, I mean there was no time to even think about it. All I could think of was how much I'm regretting this baby at the moment. Of course i wasn't really but the amount of pain in and how it's interfering in everything I try to do I'm just over it. There's also been no drama. Well at least until today!

Connor and I were out visiting his family as they were having some family get-together and honestly this is the last place I wanted to be.

I mean I love his family I love seeing him around his family but I was feeling sick as hell and I just wanted to be in the comfort of my own home watching re runs of old Disney channel shows whilst wearing the baggiest, comfiest clothes I could find but instead I was acting like everything was fine whilst trying to please his family wearing skinny jeans and one of Connor's hoodies.

In all honesty I hated going to Connors family things a and he hated going to my family things!

His family constantly judges me because of my past, my hair, the way I dress and now the fact I'm 18 and pregnant and my family constantly judged him because of the fact he's in a band and now because it's apparently all his fault that I'm pregnant! But we were both willing to live with it if it made the other person happy.

"Are you one of those emo people?" One of cons cousins said to me "dude get it right she's goth" the two 17 year old males laughed "actually I'm not emo or goth. But you two are going to have black eyes in a minute if you keep this up" I stood up for myself just hoping Connor would come in the living room sometime soon!! "Wait no you're an emo for sure. See you've got the cuts and all" one of the boys sat next to me "let me guess you two don't have girlfriends?" I asked "what makes you say that?" The other asked sitting on the other side of me "well you clearly don't know how to treat a lady" I said "lady? You're not a lady! You're some chick who's trying to be a dude" I was completely over them at this point! "What makes you say that" I tried not to slap them "look at you, you're wearing guys clothes" "if you really must know I'm 20 weeks pregnant - I feel sick - I feel like I'm dying - all I want is to be in my bed with my amazing boyfriend and sleep but instead I'm here being called an emo dude wanna be by a pack of dickheads just to make my boyfriend happy - I think I have the right to wear one of his comfy hoodies and not be judged for it" I snapped "hold up. You're Connors girlfriend right?" They asked and I nodded "dude that's the slutty suicidal chick everyone's always talking about. Remember the one Hannah almost killed a while back" one pointed out "oh yeh. Haven't you done like 6 guys this week?" They joked "nah mate it's 7. One everyday of the week" they continued to laugh "wait bro maybe we should stop. She might go home and kill herself" one started off serious but ended up laughing "nah all she'll do is cut her wrists for the attention" they joked "I see you two have met ash" I heard Connors voice behind me so I swung my head around "oh uh yeh we were just getting to know her you know. Just having a bit of a joke" they stuttered "nice try but I heard what you were saying" he said to them "we were uh just joking" "that's the thing. You weren't joking. How about you just leave her alone?" Connor said as they got up and left "how long have you been there?" I smiled as he came and sat with me "only a couple minutes but I overheard what they were saying before. You know non of its true right?" He held onto my hand "I know. I just wanna know what makes them think it's okay to go up to someone and talk like that" I said "I dunno I just met them then" I was confused as to what he was saying "they're step cousins and that's the first time I've talked to them" he explained "well thank you for sticking up for me. It means a lot" I kissed his cheek "that's all I get? We've been dating for well over a year and I just stood up for you and that's all I get? A kiss on the cheek?" He joked around "fine if it'll shut you up" I kissed his lips.

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