Chapter 41

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I stood in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. Make up running, puffy red eyes, messy hair. I looked disgusting! Then I looked down at my shirt. "I'm sorry Alex. I'm about to break my promise" I whispered.

The next morning I woke up on the floor of the bathroom. The sound of someone knocking on the door had echoed through out the bathroom causing me to awaken.

I go unlock and open the door to see bradley.
"Save your breath" I said to him "what?" He questioned "if you're gonna come in here and say stay strong it's okay everything gets better then save your breath" I sat on the edge of the bath "fine then. I won't say that. But what I will say is, there's a surprise for you downstairs" bradley took my hand but I refused to move which then made him pick me up over his shoulder.

As bradley was taking me downstairs I was kicking like a 3 year old. "No bradley I'm not in the mood. Just leave me alone" I said as he dropped me on the couch. Actually my head was on someone's legs.

I looked up and saw I was laying on Natalie and the boys had their instruments.

They ended up doing an acoustic cover of Bruno Mars' just the way you are and I was almost in tears.

"Answer if you want but why did you hurt yourself last night?" Brad asked "hearing mum and Peter fight reminded me a lot of when mum and dad fort. Then you and Nat walked me upstairs one on each side exactly like when mum and dad fort and I guess I just couldn't take it. I was breaking. I'm sorry" I said "you know we're all here for you. We love you" bradley said "and I love you" I said.

Everyone soon left Connor and I alone to talk about last night.

"Are you really gonna kill yourself?" Connor looked serious "I don't know. I'm just a screwed up teenager who gets really depressed at times then the next day I'm happy and I don't know what's gonna happen to me" I said "yes or no?" He soon asked "no. Not now at least" I smirked "well. Then in that case will you be my girlfriend, who doesn't wanna kill herself? You know, what you said last night" he asked "as long as you love me I'll always stay alive. But to answer your question yes. Yes I will be your girlfriend who doesn't want to kill herself" I smiled "I love you my darling" he said "I love you too, boo" I said back.

All the boys, and Nat, soon walked back in.
"You. Go get all pretty then meet us back down here when you're ready" Brad said to me "I don't think we've met. I'm Ashleigh and pretty and I aren't friends" I said to him "just go" he rolled his eyes.

After getting all 'pretty' I walked downstairs.
Pretty meaning; maroon skinny jeans, black tank top, black and white Aztec type cardigan thingy (idk what it is but YOU KNOW EHAT I MEAN) and some black flats. I didn't do anything to the big brown mop of curls on my head.
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"Why did I get dressed?" I asked "because we're going out and you're gonna be happy and enjoy it because I said so. Okay?" bradley smiled "fine" I said.

Nat ended up going home and the boys and I got to the mall.
They ended up dragging me into my favorite clothing store.

"I'm not complaining or anything but why the fuck are we here? I mean you guys hate this shop!" I said "just pick out an outfit and be grateful" james said.

I ended up choosing a cute dress, since the boys told me to get a dress, that had a hot pink bandeau part but from there to mid thigh it was black. It was a little poofy and had some sparkles on it but tbh I kinda liked it. I also got some black flats and a cute black head band with a bow on it!

After that I decided to actually ask what was going on.
"Okay guys. I love you and appreciate the fact that you brought me an outfit but why?" I ask "well, my little curly haired friend, you are gonna be in our new music video thingy" tristan said "what? Are you serious?! What song?" I asked "well we're gonna make a video for jack and you're gonna be the girl who we don't want to date jack" james said "aw you guys are so sweet. Thank you" i couldn't help but to smile.

Since the boys had tour stuff to talk about I ended up going to Natalie's with mum.

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