It had been a few weeks since I found out I was pregnant and it's now week 7 and my stomach was noticeably getting bigger. I wasn't in maternity clothes yet but I was wearing all my baggy clothing instead of tight.
The boys were going to do a twitcam at 12 and it was currently 11:30 so they were running around getting everything ready whilst I was laying on the couch being bored to death trying to sleep.
"Hey kiddo. You can stay on the couch but would you mind letting us sit down first?" Bradley said looking down at me "whatever gimme a sec" I told him trying to get up off the couch but me being the clumsy idiot I am I fell off the couch instead which caused everyone to laugh. I didn't even try to defend myself instead I just laid down there. I was really tired though!
The boys started the twitcam and I was laying over Connor and a bit of Tristan which was nice since Tristan kept tapping my feet with his fingers like little drums and Connor kept rubbing my belly and doing little finger drawings over it which was really relaxing!
The boys apologized numerous times for canceling a few shows they had planned but couldn't attend because of me and a few people were telling the boys that it was my fault entirely and that I should apologize and as lazy as I was feeling I decided to try and be funny.
"Okay yes I agree it's my fault they had to cancel a few shows but I'm not gonna lay here and take full blame. Blame Connor as well! I mean this was a 2 person job" I smiled looking up at him "I've been blamed for a lot of things but this is by far the best" he smiled down at me "ew can you not talk about what happened in front of me! Yes it's cute and beautiful you've decided to have a weird little child but i don't wanna think about my little sister and my best mate doing that stuff together. It's gross" Bradley said slightly laughing.
The twitcam went on a while until Connors phone started to ring and since I was on his Twitter I answered it after seeing it was just jack barakat.
"Hey Jackie" I teased "ugh Ashleigh! I didn't want you" he joked "well I don't care. What's going on?" I asked "it's been over a month but I only just found out you were pregnant! Congratulations!!!" He yelled "aw thanks jack" I smiled "Alex wanted me to tell you that if its a boy you must call him Alex but I think you should call him jack" jack told me as I heard Alex screaming in the background "fuck you jack! Your name sucks" he yelled.
After an awkward convocation with jalex I went back into Twitter and messed around on there tweeting stupid thing but everyone knew it was me cause they were watching the live stream.
After the twitcam Connor and I were going to see his mum and tell Lewie that, deposits his young age of 12, he was going to become an uncle soon.
"Hello children" Connors aunt opened the door "hey" we both said "Ashleigh" she said "yes?" I asked "are you getting fat or are you pregnant?" She asked "I'm getting fat because I'm pregnant" I told her smiling "you freakin idiots" she said slapping both our arms "what's so bad about it?" Connors mum walked in sitting with us "so you mean to tell me you have no problem with your 19 year old son and his 18 year old girlfriend first off getting engaged then having sex and now having a child?" She asked "no. I trust that the 2 of them are ready and besides they're not little toddlers anymore. They're adults and they can do whatever they want" Connors mum
defended us "Kelly! They're not ready for any of this. They're still children. They might not even be together once the baby arrives" his aunt said right in front of us "Lynda. Just leave it. You're not their parents you don't get any say in what they do" Connors mum kept on our side.The little fight kept going on for a bit until I asked Lynda why she didn't think this was a good idea.
"You're adults I get that but I think you've rushed into things. So what you two are going to have a child and get married? Then in 5 years realize you should've waited. Besides I don't think you have the room or money for a child. You live with 3 other boys and occasionally 3 other girls. And you're going to be on tour so it's just Ashleigh with a young baby all alone" she said and I'm guessing Connor knew I was having doubts again cause he held my hand and pulled me close to him for comfort.
Lynda finished her rant and jelly went to show her out and I was talking to Connor.
"She's right. Why did we do this? As soon as the baby has arrived you're just going to leave for tour or to record a new album or something! There's no way in hell I can take care of a baby alone. How will we afford everything?" I was hyperventilating "Ashleigh. It's going to be fine. I promise I will not just leave you alone with the child or even just leave you in general. We will figure it all out darling. There's nothing to worry about" Connor stayed calm relaxing me a bit.
It wasn't long until cons mum came home with Lewie as he'd just had school.
"Hey little butt head" I said as we walked into Lewie's room "hey. Uh ash. I don't mean to sound rude but you've gained a little" he awkwardly said "that's why we came in here" I said looking over at Connor to tell his brother "ash is pregnant" he kissed my cheek as Lewie freaked out "are you serious? That is so cool!" He said hugging connor and I.
"What's the best thing about being pregnant?" Lewie asked out of nowhere "he does whatever I want" I smiled looking up at Connor "I always do whatever you want" he sounded a little offended "but now I have a valid excuse" I smiled "so I'm only here to do what you want?" He joked "that's all you're good for. Making me food and giving me cuddles" I kissed his chin "I love you" he then kissed my cheek "I love you too" I smiled.
That was the moment that I realized maybe I was finally happy. It has been a bit over 7 weeks since I've felt really depressed and everything. I mean yeh I have my moments when someone thinks it wasn't a good idea for Connor and I to have a child but I finally think I'm on the path to getting better. I'm growing up, Connors growing up - were growing up together and I now see that life sucks, yes, but it does actually get better. I'm so thankful to have Connor in my life.
"How have the fans taken the news?" Connors mum asked "oh they want to kill me" I said "that's a bit harsh" she said "yeh. They think I've stolen Connor from them and they believe that now there's no way they can be together. Even though Connors 19 and the girls saying this are 12" I said "they are aware that even before you were pregnant they didn't have a chance" he said "you're stuck with me now" I laughed at him "is it too late to back out?" He questioned "not yet - but if you do I will make your life a living hell" "you already do" he rolled his eyes jokingly "i love you" I smiled "I love you too" he held onto my hand "you two are so cute together. Never loose your spark. Always be like this" she said.
Since Connors parents were taking a trip to Australia and for some reason Lewie didn't want to go we were taking care of him. I know BIG mistake because we cannot be trusted with children but it was either us or Lynda and Lewie chose us.
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