Chapter 5

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Connor and I arrived at home at about 4:55 and as we were walking up the drive way cons aunt pulled up.

I had already texted Brad and double checked it was okay and he didn't care and neither did James or Tris.

"Thank you so much for looking after them! I promise as soon as we get back we'll pay you" Tahlia said as the twins say on the couch "pay?" I asked "yeh you'll each get £50 per night I promise" she said "I don't know about the boys but I can't let you do that. Keep the money and spend it on yourselves" I said "it's the least we could do" Liam said "please. No money. We're family. We're always happy to help out" Connor said "are you sure? I'd be more then happy to" "keep it please" we all said "you kids are sweet. We'll see you later. Thank you so much" Tahlia said.

"Who the hell trusts us with kids?" Tristan joked "I know right" Brad backed him up laughing as we were all over on one couch and the 4 year olds and the 12 month old were on another. "What do we do?" James asked "ash your the one training to be a kindergarten teacher what do we do?" Con asked "stop being a bunch of babies and go over to them" I told them as I walked over to the kids.

"Where are mummy and daddy?" Daisy asked "they are going on a little trip and you'll be staying with us till they come home" I explained "but I want mummy" Ben started to cry "it's okay darling. She'll be back soon" he attacked me in a hug "I miss her" he cried into my shoulder "it's ok. Look, if you go over to the boys they'll take you downstairs and play with you" I told him as he ran to the boys "cousin Connor" he held Connors hand as they took him downstairs and next thing I know bens playing with Tris' drums.

"What do you want to do daisy?" I asked her "princesses" he held out a princess Barbie movie cmon sweetheart we'll go upstairs away from the noise and watch princesses" I told her picking up the potable baby bed thingy that Charlie was in soon walking up into the cinema room.

I put on the movie and since I hadn't been in there since Connor asked me out I didn't know how loud it was and so it woke Charlie up and she was in tears!

"Here, daisy watch this please love. I'll be downstairs feeding charlie" I told her as she was dancing around the room to the music playing on Barbie.

I walked into the kitchen with Charlie crying and drooling over my shoulder when I ran into Tristan!

"Struggling already?" He asked "I don't know. Babies just need an off switch" I joked "it's just practice for the job your training for. Except your job with have 20 more children in it" he made a point "why did I say I'd do this?" I whined "cmon ash it's not that bad" Tris said as I fed the baby "I love playing with kids but I hate this part where they're crying and spitting their baby food at you. It's gross" I pouted "you gotta get use to it. With you and Connor engaged already it's only a matter of time until there's a mini you growing in that belly" Tristan sounded serious but I knew he was joking "he better not do that to me! He can't just get me pregnant then leave for tour. I would never survive! When you go downstairs tell that boy if he tries anything I will slit his throat" I joked "violent much" he laughed "trust me that's nothing" I smirked "what's that mean?" He asked "I've thought about doing worse stuff to myself after hearing what your fans say about me" I rolled my eyes "how have you been with all that? I mean it mustn't be easy to put up with all that stuff they say" Tris said "I got use to it and I could brush it off a bit but after Con and I told them that we were engaged and stuff the words have gotten a billion times worse and I just wanted to hide in my bed again. The only reason I got up was because Connor somehow convinced me to" I told him "you haven't hurt yourself have you?" He looked really worried "I uh" I said clearly before mumbling "Ashleigh. You didn't. Please tell me your lying" the color drained from his face "I'm so sorry Tristan. Please can we keep this between us. I don't want the others to know" I told him "when was the last time you hurt yourself?" He quietly asked "2 days ago. I added a few to my wrist" I admitted "come here. I know it's not easy to stop and your trying your best to ignore the fans but the boys and I care about you. Please don't hurt yourself ash" he said hugging me "I've tried so badly but when the stupid fans decide to makes me feel shitty over the greatest thing that's ever happened to me I can't help it" I admitted.

Tris soon had to go back downstairs and I went back up to daisy whilst Charlie slept on my shoulder.

It wasn't much long later when 4 big idiots and 1 tiny idiot ran into the cinema room.

"Uh hello?" I said as they all sat on a chair "hey" they replied "what are you doing?" I asked Connor loud enough so only he could hear "we came to give you a little break my precious" he told me " uh? What's that mean?" I questioned "Ben wants to go to the park so we thought we'd take daisy also. You can come if you want though" he smiled "I want to be with you but I'm bloody cold and don't wanna go outside" i pouted "if you two want you can stay home and be all cuddly and all that gross stuff while we take the little ones" James said "you sure we can trust you with little kids?" Connor joked "no" Brad shook his head smiling "you two gotta watch the baby though cause she has too many rules" Tristan smirked "will you stay here with me?"
I asked Con "of course darling" he kissed my cheek.

The boys left, Charlie was asleep and Connor and I were laying on our bed watching tv and cuddling.

"Are you ok?" I asked him as he was staring at me "I'm fine why?" He smirked "you keep staring at me. Are you sure you're not a perve?" I giggled "I'm staring at you because I just realized you're the best thing in my life ash. I'm so glad I get to spend it with you" he made me blush "I'm so glad you asked me to spend it with you. I love you so much Connor" I looked at him "chances are I love you much much more my ashybear" he pecked my lips "never boo. I love you way more" I smirked "you're not gonna win darling cause I love you so much more" he smirked "I will win because i love you so much words can't describe my love for you" I said "I think I win" he tackled me on the bed before pinning me down "you win this round mr ball but I shall win the next" I smirked one last time before our lips were pressed together.

We stayed like that for at least 4-5 minutes but of course all good this much come to an end so that was Charlie's cue to cry and cry and cry AND CRY!!

"I'll go make her that baby drinky stuff can you watch her my darling?" Connor asked "sure boo" I smiled picking up Charlie and holding her tightly as I bopped around.

"You're really are good with children"
Connor complemented me "as are you my cuddly llama" I smirked up at him as charlie was laying in my arms and Connors arms were wrapped around my waist as my back was pressed to his chest. "Maybe one day we'll have our own little child" he kissed my temple "one day. You'd be an amazing father" I told him "but you'd be a much better mother. If you were to become pregnant though I would take so much time off touring and stuff just to be with you and make sure you're alright" he sweetly said "that is the sweetest and cutest thing anyone has ever said to me. That's a whole 9 months of you by my side without any distractions. I love you" I pecked his chin "I love you too sweatheart" he pecked my lips.

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