Bradley's Little Sister ((Connor Ball The Vamps Fan Fiction))

Chapter 21

So we just found out that we're going to have twins and he's going away for 2 weeks :(

As you could probably guess I am super upset!

I didn't want him to leave.

I didn't want any of them to leave!

I was left alone. My best friends were all in London having fun whilst I was in Birmingham either working my ass off no matter how much baby vomit I have on me. Then I had the option: I was either sitting at Connor's being a loner with Rex or at Natalie's with mum where she told me how stupid I was being.

I hated it!

"Ashleigh. What are you doing here?" Mum asked as I walked into Natalie's house "so what now I can't see my sister without your concern?" I snapped "I'm sorry I was just asking" she sounded a little hurt which sorta made me feel bad "I'm sorry. I've just been through a lot within the last 72 hours. I didn't meant to hurt you" I explained "what's wrong?" She asked "to begin with the boys fans have treated me like trash more then they use to which makes me feel like shit then you go telling me I'm an idiot who can't make their own decisions. Next Ive been super insecure about my stomach and how big it is and the stretch marks and just my appearance in general then to top it all off yesterday we found out we're having fucking twins and now everyone has left me. My best friends, my brother and my boyfriend have all just left! It's too much and I've had to work longer and harder then normal to make money for the babies before I go on leave so Connor doesn't have to pay for everything and you were right! We were stupid! There's no way I can do this! I don't wanna do this anymore" I broke "no. My little rose. I didn't mean what I said I'm sorry! You can't back out now. You're a almost a third of the way there sweetheart. Just remember why you became pregnant in the first place" mum said "because we did it at a hotel in London?" I asked "I'm just gonna pretend you didn't say that. But you and Connor love each other with all your hearts. You two will forever be best friends" she said "I don't know. With the amount of people who have said were stupid and should've waited and the millions of fans calling me a slut it's really hard! And now Connor isn't even here with me. I love Connor but I don't know if I want to do this or not" I was getting really sentimental.

It wasn't long until my mum called Connors mum over to help her and Nat persuaded me that this was the right decision.

"Ashleigh. Please listen! Every woman will have doubts whilst they're pregnant but as soon as that baby, or in your case the babies, are born you will forget all that doubt you ever had and you'll remember how much you love your partner and how glad you are that you've started a family. Imagine your little children running around the house, wanting mummy to give them a kiss to make them feel better and not wanting daddy to leave for work. Imagine when they're teenagers and they come to you for advise. These are some of the most memorable things in a parents life. Trust me, you want to live them!" Kelly said "I just feel like we've done this too early I mean I'm only 18" I said "if you back out now you might not have twins again. This is a very special thing. Twins are the most amazing things ever. Trust me sweetheart" kelly said.

After a little bit of talking I felt my phone buzzing and of corse I look at it straight away!

'My Everything 😝💝'

Came up on the phone so duh I answer it.

"Hello" I said putting it on loud speaker "hey. How's my princess feeling today?" He asked "I don't even know" I honestly said "what's that mean?" "I've been feeling up and down all day and it's just all too much" I put my face in my hands "it's gonna be ok darling" he said "I know, it's just so hard without you here" I had to stop myself from bursting into tears "I promise I'll be home soon and from then on i will not leave your side. How's work been?" He asked "I hate it!" I admitted "why? What happened?" He asked concerned "it's not the worst job I've had but all the kids just come up and put their hands all over my stomach and I cannot stand it. I hate people touching my stomach. The only person who is allowed to touch my stomach whenever is you and I'm just not comfortable with 24 kids putting their hands on my belly all at once!" I remembered the stuff with Jason. "You've got a week and a half left I'm sure it's going to go by so fast" he tried to look on the bright side "I guess. What have you been up to?" I asked "apart from missing you, we've done a few concerts and stuff. They're really fun but nothing I haven't experienced before" he said "I love you" I smiled "I love you more princess" he said and I could tell he was smiling.

That call from Connor last night was currently the only thing keeping me going.

You had no idea how badly I wanted to curl up into a ball and lay in bed whilst watching the Harry Potter series and eating ice cream. It actually was really really hard to get through this pregnancy over the half a week that Connor had been gone! I feel so sorry for my mum. She went through 1 and a half pregnancies without a partner or friends around whereas I'm only going 2 weeks and I'm struggling!!

I got dressed into a part of ripped jeans, a guns and roses band tee and one of Connors zipper jackets. Then I made my way to work.

"Have a good day" Kelly said since she drove me to work as I stayed at her place last night. "I guess I'll try" I muttered "just remember; you're just over a week away from seeing Connor again" she informed me "I know. It's just really really hard" I looked at my hands "I know sweetie. Just push through. You're a strong girl. I know the things you've been through the past 18 years of your life and this is not nearly as hard as some of them! You've got this!" She told me "I don't wanna go in there! I don't want to be with all the little kids touching my stomach 24/7. I can't do it" I was getting real emotional "Ashleigh. Listen. I know you feel like shit right now but I promise today will go by super fast! I understand that you don't like people touching your stomach because you're self conscious of it and it reminds you of the scar and everything with Jason but trust me, it will end soon. Promise me you'll go in and you'll have a go. If you're still feeling this bad in 2 and a half hours, call me and I'll come pick you up. Just have a go" she said

I got inside and was immediately called into the bosses office.

"Ashleigh Simpson! 10 minutes? Does it really take 10 minutes to get from the car to the door?" He asked sternly "uh n-n-n-no sorry" I stuttered "this is the 2nd time you've done this within this week! Not acceptable! Why did it take you 10 minutes to get from the car to the door?" He asked "I. I. Uh. I'm just having a terrible day. Th-thats why" I said "oh that's right your boyfriend has left you all alone while your pregnant to tour! Boo hoo. Suck it up and get on with your life!" He said "I'm sorry" was all I could say "now get to work!" He pushed me out.

I had been in the 1-2 year olds room which right now was the worst place I could be!

I could feel a headache coming along which was normal. I mean if you're in a room with 19 1-2 year olds its expected you'd get a headache. But it really didn't help that they were all over me. Touching my stomach, showing me their drawing, asking what color was what ect.

I kept drinking water and everything to help make it better but it wasn't working.

It turned from a small headache to a migraine pounding in my head!

I felt the need to throw up. My head was pounding. My vision was coming and going and so on.

Soon Later I tried to get up and get away from the noise for at least 5 minutes but the second I stood up I collapsed to the ground.

The next thing I knew I was out!

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Hey sorry I haven't updated in a while; and that this chapter sucks butts!! I've been busy last week with exams and I've had to do stupid holiday homework
thats due on the first day of school and ugh!! I'll try to upload as much as possible. Thanks for reading as usual I love you guys!!

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