Second Best(2yeon/Najeong version)

Moving Backward

Nayeon

" Oh my god!" I cry and Jeongyeon's arms are around me in a heartbeat" Let me go!" I push her away.

" Nay, Stop" Jeongyeon grabs my face and forces me to look at her " Stop you don't know anything. She could be full of shit."

" You are a liar! My husband would never cheat on me. We were having a baby! We were happy and in love."

Jisoo steps forward but Jihyo pushes her back slightly keeping herself between us" I am sorry. We were together for a few months before he found out you were pregnant."

" You couldn't get to Jeongyeon so now you make up some crazy shit about my husband?"

" I wish I were making it up but I loved him."

" Stop saying that!" I bellow" You are lying, you don't know him" I say to myself" He wouldn't do that" Jeongyeon holds me against her chest as I fight against her" You have the wrong guy" I say defiantly.

" He had a tattoo on his ribs and he grind his teeth when he sleeps, I wish it was a lie. He lied to me."

My body shakes and as much as I want to believe its a lie there's a part of me that knows its not.

" This is low and fucking ridiculous" Jeongyeon says and she wraps her arm around me.

" I wanted to tell you so many times and when I saw you today..."

My eyes close and I want to wake up from this nightmare. It hurts to breath.

" Nayeon" Jeongyeon's voice is calm and measured" All you know is what she's telling you."

I look at her in disbelief" She was there, Jeongyeon! She was at his fucking funeral who comes to a funeral for someone they just met? Five fucking states away?" I turn and Jihyo had Jisoo backed against the wall. I head over needing answers, I want every fucking detail the man who I have been grieving was a cheater.

" I knew that man and he wouldn't have touched you" Jihyo says and points her finger in Jisoo's face the tears forming in Jisoo's brown eyes she looks at me with pity.

" How long?" I ask with rage and disgust piercing their way through me" How long and how many times?"

Jisoo steps out of Jihyo's grasp and her face falls" It wasn't like that I swear."

" What was it like?" I demand an answer.

" I met him and its just happened, I am so-sorry, I- I  just wanted to see you. I wanted you to know I ma not...."

" Not what?" I ask with tears falling down my cheeks they burn and fuel my anger.

This night was supposed to be a step forward, a chance to feel alive a little and be a woman it was my night with Jeongyeon and somehow this ahs turned into the night from hell each word shreds my world into pieces and burns them to ash.

" I loved him we were together for months before I found out, I didn't want you to find out like this."

" You wanted me to know. You stupid bitch! You wanted me to know!" Jeongyeon's arms are vices around me as I flail toward her" If you cared you could have not come to talk to me!"

" When I found out he was married I ended it but that didn't mean I stopped loving him."

I scoff" I loved him, you are selfish do you know that? Months you were together! We have a child."

" I saw her" She looks away ashamed" I wish things were different."

" Don't look away! You need to see my face when I say this to you" I practically growl the words. I am so angry!" You could have kept your mouth shut and let me be but no you had to come make sure I knew. You stupid selfish whore!" I scream and I am ready to punch her in the face.