Second Best(2yeon/Najeong version)

Unexpected Visitor

Nayeon

" Come on Nay I need a reliable gym partner" Jihyo tries to pry me off the couch the last thing I want to do is work out.

" Not this again we barely lasted a week the last time."

" When Tzuyu gets back I want her to see I have a nicely toned ass."

She's ridiculous Jihyo has one of the best bodies out of anyone I know she eats like crap and yet somehow manages to stay looking like a swimsuit model.

" Go away" I lie back down on the couch so she can't get me up so easily I am not sleeping well again I have horrible dreams of Jeongyeon being hurt where I wake screaming last night was so bad that Jinyoung came in to check on me I was crying and flailing around.

Jihyo lifts my legs and sits under me" Still not sleeping?"

" Nope last night was the worst."

" you know if I knew anything I'd tell you OpSec be damned Tzuyu told me all the cocks would soon be in the henhouse so that's good."

We all speak in code Operational Security is top priority when they are gone its one thing for the enemy to catch them because of whatever but if it was because they heard somehow from our end it would be unforgivable previously Jinyoung and I had words that would alert one of us to where or what was happening.

It gave me a sense of solace through the dark times its hard not knowing where or how long and any of us have our ways of giving just enough information to keep each other calm when they are deployed to Germany you know they'll be called out but when you talk daily and then nothing... you can't help but be scared.

" Tzuyu needs a better phrase than" cocks in the henhouse"" I giggle.

" She knows I like when she talks dirty to me."

Jinyoung heads down the stairs slowly" Hey."

" Good morning" I look at the clock his schedule is completely off course he can only sleep in small intervals so he naps throughout the day the doctors told him to rest and take it easy he has counselling three times a week and physical therapy the same days.

" Mark is on his way over and we are heading out for a while."

Jihyo slaps my leg and hops up" I am going to run I'll swing by and grab you tomorrow for the gym since you are obviously not going today but tomorrow- no bullshit."

" Fine whatever" I watch Jinyoung as he stares out the window sometimes he looks so lost and it shreds me apart inside I wish I wasn't responsible for some of it.

Jihyo opens the door and gasps" You are fucking kidding me right?"

I turn to look and see Jisoo standing in our doorway.

I don't move or speak I wait to see what he does I have made it abundantly clear that we are not together so Jinyoung has a right to do what he pleases but I can't deny this hurts for the first time I can truly empathize with what he must have felt seeing me with Jeongyeon.

They are both standing there looking at each other Jisoo has tears in her eyes and she waits.

" I am sorry I heard and I just needed to see if they were lying" Jisoo tries to explain as she looks at me then Jinyoung again.

" You shouldn't be here" he says from behind me.

" You are alive and..." the hurt rings loudly in her soft voice.

I grab my cup sitting on the table and start to head into the kitchen I don't want to watch this and I don't want to hear their conversation its too much I may love Jeongyeon and want to be with her but I can't sit here and look at Jinyoung with another woman.