Second Best(2yeon/Najeong version)

Making Mine

Nayeon

Nerves start to take hold as we get back to the house, I try to tell myself if its only Jeongyeon but then again- its Jeongyeon.

" I am going to put her down" my voice trembles smooth Nayeon.

" I'll come with you" she offers and places her hand on my back.

Great.

We climb the stairs and reach the spare bedroom where I have set up her porta crib it faces the back of the house so the sun shouldn't wake her first thing in the morning, I hold her a little longer than normal and kiss her forehead, I am stalling.

Jeongyeon kisses her cheek then kisses mine, she leaves the room and I let out a deep breath.

I need a fucking drink.

" here goes nothing" I say to myself and place her in her crib" sleep all night my little princess."

Mommy's going to be busy.

Well now where do I go? The bedroom? The bathroom? Do I have to slip into something? I feel like a dipshit.

I decide I really do need a drink and head to the kitchen Jeongyeon is standing against the counter sipping a beer.

" Seems I am not the only one" I say with a laugh and grab the beer from her hand.

She grabs my waist and pulls me against her.

" You don't have to be nervous we don't have to do anything you don't want" she says against my neck her nose trails from my neck to my shoulder and I place the bottle down on the counter behind her slowly her fingers dip into the fabric where my back isn't exposed she lingers there grazing against my skin while her tongue traces my neck up to my ear.

I shiver and heat pools in my core.

" I want to go slow, I want to savor every moment with you, I want to touch you, taste you, feel you and then we'll do it again" her deep voice is rich and full of promise.

I melt in her arms.

" Jeongyeon I have...." I stop speaking when her tongue traces the shell of my ear.

" You what sweetheart?"

" I have...." I let out a shaky breath" I have only ever been with Jinyoung" I admit and tense to some this might be a turn off, I don't know I only know how to do what Jinyoung liked and maybe I didn't do it well maybe that's why he sought another woman" What if...."

Jeongyeon's hands drift up my back and grip my shoulders from behind, she pulls me back so we are eye to eye" What if?"

" What is I suck?"

" I am going to keep my first thought in check" she replies with a smart ass grin.

I stand waiting for her to be serious.

" Nayeon stop it. you are perfect and we'll talk if you don't like something just tell me" Jeongyeon's eyes don't waver she waits until I nod.

Then she scoops me into her arms and pulls me against her chest.

" Put me down."

" Hush."

' I can-" I start to say but she silences me with her lips.

Jeongyeon carries me with almost no effort up the stairs. we enter the bedroom and she carefully kicks it closed with her foot, she holds me and kisses me nonstop as she lays me on the bed.

" I love you" she assures me.

" I love you."

" I am going to show you how much" Jeongyeon's eyes don't leave mine as her hand travels from my face all the way along my body, she leans down allowing me to feel her weight.