Second Best(2yeon/Najeong version)

Testing My Patience

Nayeon

We spent a week in Ohio after she passed her will stated her wishes and she demanded no funeral she wanted to be cremated and her ashes be spread in her homeland Chang booked a flight and Jeongyeon and I returned home she's been quiet but seems okay Jinyoung is coming over tonight and asked if they could talk. Tzuyu and Jeongyeon had a call today and they are going to allow her to stay behind from the deployment since a few new guys checked in instead of sending her to finish out the month she'll train and get everyone settled here.

Part of me thinks it was a favor but all I can be is grateful.

" Okay Emma I have got ten bucks that says you can go on the potty" Jeongyeon sits on the floor and plays with her while I rest on the couch.

The flights were a lot for me and even though I did my best to take it easy I want to be more careful now that we can be.

" You she's too young to be bought and you are about to have a whole heap of diapers in your life."

" But if we can get rid of one of them with diapers that's a win" she scoffs and goes back to Emma" Okay princess how does this work? DO you just tell me? Do we stick you on it?"

" Oh Jesus" I lean up and she pins me with her eyes.

" Don't make me tie you to the couch."

" You don't scare me."

She crawls toward me with a gleam in her eyes" Oh?" her moves are lithe and catlike Jeongyeon's mouth is a thin line as she approaches" I think you like testing me."

"I think you like to be tested."

She reaches the couch and she scoops me into her arms quickly she places me on the floor and hovers over me" No more tests I think we have passed them all anyway."

I smile and thread my fingers in her hair" I'd say we have."

Emma stands and lies on top of Jeongyeon's back" Dada up?"

She does a push up with her hanging on her back and kisses me when she comes down she giggles and I hold her sides so she doesn't fall Jeongyeon goes slow and lingers when she reaches my lips.

" I think you are enjoying this" I giggle in between kisses.

" I'll enjoy it more when you are my wife."

I struggle with how fast we are moving I want to marry her give her a life be her everything but I also don't want to hurt Jinyoung terribly Jinyoung's a good father and he's trying to be a good friend the one thing I think both of them need is their friendship back Jeongyeon saved Jinyoung's life and in a way but my marriage wasn't what it appeared.

Jinyoung and I have worked to find a way to get along for Emma and Jeongyeon will be her stepfather she'll live with us and I want Jinyoung to be a part of Emma's life.

" Jeongyeon" I sigh and she stops Emma climbs into her lap when she sits Emma's so attached to her" I am not trying to put anything off but I don't think we need to rush."

She looks away and resignation paints her face" I am marrying you before you have this baby I want to bring our child into the world with two loving and married parents I am not asking for anything big all I want is you, me and Emma in the beach."

" This baby will have two loving parents whether we are married or not."

" This is going to sound really bad but I don't ask you for much I didn't push you to choose me because I knew you would I don't get upset about your ex- husband hanging around the house because he's Emma's father and he was my friend I have sacrificed and lost a lot now though.... now you are mine" Emma moves off her lap and she moves toward me" I want this because life is short I want this because if I have to leave again I need to know you are set I need this because I need it."