Depression

What to say

Atsushis pov :
He runs in his room slamming the door shut after saying "leave me alone "
He felt bad for Dazai just sitting in his living room.
But he couldn't face him he felt so violated and weak.
And once everyone knows he's gonna be known as the weak wear tiger .
Atsushi started crying harder and harder the more the thoughts came.
He wanted to cut them out but Dazai was here so he couldn't.
He didn't know what to do with himself anymore now that they know what's the point in pretending your fine.
Right ?.
Dazais pov :
He walks Atsushi home in complete silence.
No one said a single word TT he whole 30 minutes.
He sat in the poor tigers living room thinking about stuff.
And if it was his fault was he rubbing off on him.
With all his suiside antics was it to much for the tiger to handle.
He was getting deeper in thought when his phone goes off.
It's chuuya .
"Hi Dazai me and Aktugawa finish work in 10 are we going round Atsushis ?"
"I'm not sure that's a good idea at this time chuuya."
"Why not?"
"Well you know how he was acting weird well he had an eating disorder and we think a sh addiction so now isn't the right time"
"Shit is he ok now ?"
"No I'm pretty sure he's crying in his room and I men I don't blame the little guy "
"Are you not gonna do anything about it or ?"
"The first thing he said to me when we got here was leave me alone so I'm gonna give him a while I mean it must have been a lot to carry but now everyone knows it's gonna be hard chuuya"
"Yeah I get that ok I'll check up on u and him later do you want me to te Aku or not?"
"He has the right to know him and sushi are close"
"Ok I hope he's ok bye "
"Bye chu chu X"
Chuuya hangs up leaving Dazai alone again.
He was looking around and realized there are a lot of Sharpe objects in sushis house.
So he went on a raid to get rid of them all.
First the kitchen then bathroom whick left him speechless.
Only leaving sushis to clear out so he knocked on the door.
And got no response.
He assumed he was ignoring him but it got to the point where it was just the sound of Dazai yelling atsushis name.
Dazai had have enough and walks in to see Atsushi asleep on the bed.
And he made sure aswell just incase.
He went through his room quietly finding a few things then leaving to try and make food with what ever Atsushi had.
He managed to make a toasted sandwich which Atsushi would hopefully eat .
All he had to do was wait for him to wake up.